laz poz for Jan

At church..
saw Daniel...
K.."hi"
n..saw his phone ..hanging a shell..which i gave him...
wa..wad a great fren..menghargai barang yg diberi oleh kawan !^^
2day..i reli learned alot...
learned alot!!
2day ..BB...
OH NO!
the music instructments...
i reli gonna die!!
5:30...haiz...
mom...4gv me...
anyway...
2day learn alot...
go Safari...
jia xi fetch us..
haha...very happy...
2day very happy...
waiting for thiam you 2 on9...
kinda lazy..heehee..bye blog~

CINEMA

Yesterday..i mean..30th of Jan..
i went 2 cinema 2 watch WOOHOO...
with auntie Jennifer n Auntie Yew Lian's Family ..
so nice la><
but..horrible chinese..haahaa
2moro maybe will go watch another show wif Onn Shin..
but my parents dunno let me go ont..
i asked them ..
but their expression is :huh?with a boy a??
lol...
they tot me have BF..
- -
thn i explained ..his family also go..
thn they juz said..ok..see 1st
haha...
anway...2day have a fun day...
n ...
i repeat
I DUN HV BF..I AM STILL SINGLE!!
going 2 slp...2moro go church ~^^
n..daniel going 2!
wadeva...2moro sunday ...^^
love sunday ..
n ...i am in ST.John...!
lookin 4ward 2 the exam..
abit scare..
but..i think will failed lo !!
haah..anyway..this year so happy ..
coz..so many jawatan..i mean..so many things
1.pengawas bendahari
2.member of the skul magazine
3.St.John
4.Pn.Sia n Pn.Ting so fren wif me..
5.many teachers knew my name..><
lol.....
anyway la...
so slping lo
go slp ...
nite blog^^

H-O-M-E-W-O-R-K

HOMEWORK!!
OH NO!!
I DIN FINISH MY HOMEWORK!!
bahasa malaysia(ringkasan),chinese(exercise),bahasa inggeris(essay),Geo(latihan),Maths(exercise n workbook),Sej(nota),Seni(nota n the kraft tangan),Nilam!!
ohno
how i finish!?!?
Looooooong time din do such a lot of homework!!
summore all so difficult geh!!
haiz..k..lazy post jor..
do hw...

Happy Birthday teng wei !

Haha!
My dear^^
Happy Birthday a!
heehee~
wish u ....
Happy always!
eh...birthday jor lo ..
old jor lo ...
n..u OWE me many ringgit !
haha...
Hope can celebrate birthday wif u ...
reli i hope can ~
can or nt ??
haha..
i waitin for ur call
hope u can go tuition in the morning wif me lo..
haha...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!

wanna cry T.T

T.T
wanna cry...
feels hurt...
hurt so much...
T.T
am i ok??
y like tat..
feeling bek again T.T
plz la..yu xuan
dun wan think jor la!!
T.T
T.T
T.T

dun care jor!

haiz..
dunno la..
theres a boy...
k...one of my siblings...
he ...macam angry wif me o..
din choi me de??
so scare liao..
msn..i go find him..
he din reply..
maybe he was bz..
but...many times jor...
he also din reply le..
haiz...dunno him la..
i dunno him well..
i reli scare ppl dunwan choi me..
dunno wad he's thinking..
reli dunno ler!
ask him..
dia macam semua simpan je!
haiz..no authority 2 ask de la..
u know la..
dunno him much ma!!
so..haiz..
suan le..
i ...
sick ...
nid rest le..
he dunwan rest ma dunwan lo..
y i so care abt him ?- -
haizz...
juz try 2 guan xin u ..
but u looks soooo coool ..
haiz..suan liao la..

BLAME

k..
i dunno wad u r thinking..
juz ...i am sick now..
but u din say any word 2 me..
everyday abaikan me only
msn...blog...phone..
many many things also abaikan me..
dunno wad bro n sis r u ...
dun eveyday say i emo ...
i reli ntg nowadays..
nowadays i am better!
but now i am sick..
as my siblings..y cant juz plz show ur concern 2 me?
i nt say wad..
juz..haiz..
when u guys sick or nt well..i also will go n sayang u or wad...
but now...
i sick ..u din even choi me ..T.T
i juz BLAME!!
BLAME BLAME BLAME!
wad kind of bro or sis r u !!!
haizzz...
T.T
i reli cant slp 2nite..
tryin 2 hafal sej ..
....
....
....
...
....
....
wanna eat medicine le...
T.T

normal

everything normal..
but still thinking him..
but nvm...
i try ...
i nid God's help..
i'm better...
lazy blog...

i am SICK!!!

T.T
i'm sick...
so suffer ...
*COUGH!!*
*Running NOse!!*
*Sore-THroat!!*
sumore my shoulder n my stomach pain(coz of the BB thing la ><)
so pain n suffer!
my parents dunno i am sick
tats the reason y i slp early yesterday..
i mean nowadays...
slp very early..
drink a lot of water...
T.T
i'll pray to God
n yeah~although i am sick...still nid do hw...go skul ..
T.T
haiz........T.T
i hate sick a!!!

><

oh no..
so fast..
juz 3 days...
n i ard used..RM35.00!!
oh no..
oh dear me...
k..
last night...
onn shin called me...
n tok for half an hour..
haha!!
of coz he called me la..
if i cal him i pk jor..heehee
actually,v can tok abt one hour or more thn tat..
but yesterday i was nt feeling well..
so i went 2 my bed very early ....
another thing!!
oh no!!
1st time in my whole life!!!
i late to skul!!!!
oh no!!
the story is like tat..
2day ...v Amy ,Xi luan n me went 2 syakirah's house 2 do broucher..
and syakirah's stupid com n printer is DAMN slow...
so...v waited..n waited..
n..finally,OH NO
the clock is pointing 1:10pm><
oh no...
v walked there...
n,,oh no...been caught by pengawas..
n...haiz..
wad kind of pengawas am i ??
pengawas kena tulis nama!!
oh no!!
no dare 2 face my frens jor..
haha!
1st time...
walao..
this week too many 1st time..
1st time fishing..
1st time late 2 skul..
T.T

happy birthday yee mei ^^

OOOPss...

almoz 4gt ..

heehee..

this morning..12oclclock..

theres a baby born 2 this world..

who izit??

hahax...

Lim Yee Mei!!

a leng lui lai de~

heehee....

yeah~16years old!!

woohoo~

heehee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY a!!

ooops...did sumting wrong~

Oh no!!guess wad?!?!
this is the 1st time..
T.T
oh no...
i ...
haiz...
i....
i....
i...
i...
FISHING in the class!!
YO!!1st time a!!
during GEO class..
fortunately,teacher din see ...wahaha!
anyway..
i swear...
i wont ...FISHING again!!
if i slp again..
i reli wanna knock myself at the wall..
haiz...
i wont do tat again!!!!
hate hate hate hate hate fishing!!!!
dun fishin again!!!

....???

hahaha!!
guess wad??
i doing refrence book!!
wad subject?!?!
wooohooo!! SEJARAH N GEO!!
woah~i cant belife i am duin these two~haha
so so so happy a~i do mayself
din force by my mom ..haha
anyway...ltr nid sms 2 yee mei ...
2 say happy birthday..
haha..yeemei..birthday o !!

heehee

哈哈！
今天可以去教堂。。
很开心。。
eh,显回来哦~
没什么跟他说话。。。
算了。。今天少年班很热闹。。
很多人
妙玲老师回来哦~哈哈
很热闹啊！！
不管怎样。。
今天少年军。。
很累。。
很辛苦。。
很头晕。。
不管怎样。。
谢家喜和Joel..
哈哈！
原本我是要放弃。。
我有哭。。
可是他们两鼓励我。。
还有我还向上帝祷告~
感谢主！
过后，我们就去庆功宴。。
哈哈。。。满高兴的阿！
因为在那边没什么话跟文薇和婷薇说。。
只好跟佑，和，丰和samuel聊天哦~~
哈哈。。
不管怎样。。今天很开心咯！！
不过回到家。。
还得做功课。。
T.T
ps:Throat very pain..T.T

wen wei ^^

Wen wei is a very cute n caring fren

shes my bez fren!!

haha..

Besides my family...

Wen wei is the most IMPORTANT person in my whole life!!

She is a nice person..

V are frens since v were 5 years old..

haha!!

V will tok very very much when v meet!!

heehee~~

n...she reli cute !

She wants to learn piano...

hope she will learn one day ~

very happy 2 have a fren like her...

She is my BEZ fren EVA!!

wen wei ~i love you a!!

haha....

actually..this is juz a part...

coz goin 2 slp..heehee

GOD BLESS^^

fine...

Finnaly..
BOth of us now r fine..
heeehee
coz...of HONESTY!!
hahax...
coz bz so..short !

我和她等你回来^^

他明天就走了。。
不知道为什么。。
很舍不得他。。
或许是因为。。
他是我能说心事的对象。。
和他一起跳舞所经历的练习。。
和他一起msn 聊天。。
和他一起在msn 玩很废的东西。。
有时大家一起去看戏。。
有时一起去玩。。。
玩得很癫。。
哈哈！
他去一年半。。
那么我们又少了一个senior可以跟我们玩的那么癫了！
唯一一个大的能和我们这些小的玩。。
他走了。。我们又少了欢笑咯。。
不管怎样。。
还是希望她一帆风顺咯！
虽然今天msn没什么聊多。。
可是。。我们三人还有自己的约定！！哈哈
我和她等你回来履行约定哦！！
哈哈！take k !
God bless!!上帝爱你^^

Nice memory eva..♥Always love you guys! ♥

I like 2 kip memories..
nice memories..

happy memories..
sweet memories..
i like 2 be with my church frens..ahem..not like..is love
all of them are so cute ...haha
I LOVE them..they r my family..
v had many fun,nice,happy memoriess...
those memories i wont 4gt..NEVER 4gt!
evrytime..anywhere..any activities v did 2gather..all r my sweet memories..
一切的回忆都在我脑海中
我不会忘记的
就好像21 号，我们报佳音..
V danced"We Are The Reason"..
the dancers r Daniel ,Wen wei,Teng wei ,Wan yin Kenny n me!^^
V all were wearin white shirts..except Daniel(black)...
V had a very fun n enjoy time there..
so happy ^^
v took photo..all photo looks sooo happy right??haha

after our dance ,v went 2 have ABC..n thn..v bek 2 the place v danced..2 have dinner...
our dinner was at 11 sumting..haha
a very fun fun fun fun day!!
these memory is sooo nice^^
n..ya...in my posts..
i posted a post abt Daniel is leaving..
yeah~2moro he will b leavin for Melacca..
like Amy said..reli will miss him de..
coz he teached ne alot..he listened me alot..
he brough alot of happy 2 me...he helped me alot..
i love go out yam cha,go out camping ,go out watch show,go out play wif my church frens..
they reallu bring a lot happiness for me!!
Being wif them..no sadness..no cryin..
juz laughing!!haha
last year ..i was very happy ..
last year reli a very un4gtable year..
i love last year sooo much ^^
2009…best year eva..
Coz 2009…
I start join BB..
I knew so many new church frens…
I learned more things..
I knew more abt God..
I had many happy times..
I knew each of my frens more…
I reli happy !!haha…
n ya..i also have siblings..
1st:Niko yap huei mei
2nd: Nathan XXX
3rd:Vivian lim xiau wei ..
4th: Vince lim xiau sze..
Nice siblings eva!!haha…^^
I love them..They r reli my dearest fren eva..they=church frens..n skul frens..
Ps:the pic..i like the last one the most..so beautiful n artisticXD..anyway..i wanna cry...
coz..juz 6 pics only T.T
I wanna thank GOD tat gave me soo many cute...
caring...
nice...
gud...
funny....
and lovely friends for me!!
Thank You Lord!!

Niko n Nathan,thank you for your carin n concern..
thx..^^
sry for those fault i did...
both of u ..reli helps me alot n care me alot..
thank you for those days..
thank you ^^
n...yes...I love you guys!!
i said this..with my deepest heart..
both of u ...
dun always fight ..k??
heehee...


Love is patient,Love is kind.It does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud.It is not rude,it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects,always trust ,always hopes,always preserves.Corinthians:13:4-5


ya~Love is like tat !!^^

and...Happy birthday Suk Fang!!

Yo! I ♥ ♥LOVE♥ ♥ YOU GUYS!!!

simple post

so..i am bek here...
din go church 2day ..
coz sum reason..
juz hui hui knew..
others..i lied..sorry ...
will go AP later..
go Popular buy books..
n..din go church ..so miss them ..hahax..
yesterday tng wei sms me..but i din see..
i off my phone..
dunno y she call me??
hmm..anything important??
sry la..i cant reply n call u ..
my phone..BARRED...T.T
anyway..u can call me de...hahax
i am duin my tuition hw...
hw..hw..hw..anyway..i happy 2 do tat ..
dunno y ..hahax..
n ..2moro nid 2 wear the pengawas uniform..
oh no..soooo cuan ><
wadeva..
2day a bit happy ..coz ...HAPPY!haha
but dunno how 2moro b??
hui wen reli apologise wif me...n i 4gv her..anyway,juz small matter..
n ..jia yi ..sorry a~haha
siao xuan..ntg special...
Amy ..ur pimples r growing!!XD
xi luan...oh no..i haven finish my tuition hw..
onn shin..stop bully me ..n stop using my train><>
actually ,ntg special de..
juz hope i can go church next week ...
hope so ..T.T
gastrict yesterday...now better...
2moro morning still hav tuition..cham..
wad a pity child !!
n i was very happy when i gt my results..
haha..my Sej..from D became B!!haha
n..i gt 4 A 4B...so so so gek sei !
all B..hampir-hampir can gt A...
all B is..74,73,71,70...
gek sei !!reli gek sei a!!!
anyway...my nex target...Sej A..n gt 5 or 6 A 1st ..ltr on..is 8 As!!haha
hope i can do it..
besides this..i also have 2 do another thing...
yeah~hope can do it!

thx n sorry

juz now chatted wif sum1..
until now..
v chatted my things..
n everythin he told me ..
i think alot ..
and as he was tellin me..
n i was cryin..
everythin he told me..reli helps me alot..
and very thank you ..
n ...very sorry 2 him tat make him headache...
so so so sorry !!
anyway..i nid 2 wipe all my tears n i nid 2 go 2 bed soon!!
i reli wanna thank you n sorry !!
YOU!!VERY THANK YOU ~u r such a gud senior!!hahax^^
God Loves You 2 !!

i dunno how r u in my heart

I reli dunno wad happeed!!
i reli cant stand jor..
U ..i reli dunno wad r u thinking..
n ..i reli feels myself is hating u ..
i kip avoidin myself 2 think abt u ..
but thn..u kip popin in my mind!!
U reli changed alot..
reli reli reli changed ALOT!!
i cant trust you ...
N i dunwan to tok wif u ...
i reli dunno how 2 face u!!
u reli makes me feel more suffer!!
1 is the 1 i like..1 is my fren..
how choose??
i reli hate myself 2 think like that ..
but i reli cant stand lo!!
if 1 day i reli cant stand anymore..
i reli will argue wif u a!!!
haizz...
those days at *there..* ...
i reli behsong u ..
dunno y ..
God tells us love our frens...n ENEMY..
but u still my fren..
but i nt hate u ..is juz..u makes me..behsong u ..
maybe coz of my prob..
mayeb i am the 1 who say sorry ..
but..u reli CHANGED!!
i dunno how 2 say..
juz dissapointed wif u le..haizz
anyway..maybe is my own prob...
but..two person said tat u changed..
so ..will it still my own prob??
i dunno ..
but..i reli hope u dunno everything!!!

sorry lo...

OOOPPPPSSS!!
Amy n Dna angry wif me jor..
how i "tam"them ler??
sei lo~~~
wen wei is helpin me..
hope it works~

sien

S-I-E-N-Z!!!!!!!!!
sien a!!!!!!
haiz.........

...

heehee..
k ..Eng post ...haha
hmm..k..nowadays..
i very bz..y ??pengawas thing la..haha
anyway ....
k...maths make me very headache...
i wan knock myself at the wall jor..haha
n..tuition jor...
tat onn shin a...reli a..haiz..wanna write his name..
but cnt ..cham
k...Yasmin pregnant !!haha...no la..
juz ..she likes eat sour things muahaha
k..friday go oldtown ..
heehee...wif my frens..haha
n ..Daniel the cute monkey - -
haha..anyway..
short post..n juz simply write geh..bye

我又来了。。

今天一切平凡。。
唯一的是。。我又作了不应该做的事。。
而这件事。。。是我每天都作的。。
我。。。。又。。。。我又想他了！！
上课老师都开会。。没进班。。。
pengawas没事做。。。
我又在班胡思乱想。。。
我得控制了。。
控制不了。。
又在我脑里。。。
唉。。
都知道是没可能的。。还想来做么？！
唉。。
在校没什么理别人。。。
没什么mood 的。。
很想念教会的朋友。。
很想念少年军的朋友。。
想念他们哦！！！
与他们一起赞美上帝。。
一起玩chor dai di ...><
一起聊心事。。。
是最开心的！
开学了。。
少见面了。。
少聊天。。。
唉。。
跟他也少见面。。
msn也少了。。
唯一不少的。。
是我对他的想念。。。

*我想他*

我想他。。
可是我不能再这么做。。
我因该怎样啊？？
失去他是理所当然的。。
可是为什么我还不能接受！？！？
为什么我还每一天都想他！？！？
我逼自己不想。。
可是，我为什么做不到阿！！
我知道他喜欢谁很久了。。
可是为什么我还不能放阿？？
我真的不想再这样下去阿。。
他这几天除了msn 聊天。。
见面都不会多说话。。
我不会去找他。。
他也不会来找我。。
可当看到他和女生聊天。。聊得很开心。。
会很顺的望过去。。
我应该要怎样阿？？
为了不想他。。
我尝试了一样东西。。
就是脑子里面一直想显如果去读书我的事情怎样。。
或开学能做什么。。
这些都不能让我少想他。。
每当听任何的歌都会想到他。。
越来越想他。。
救命啊！！！
我要放的阿！！！！！！
惨了！！！！
haizzzz...
最后还是那句
*我想他*

我最近的心情

有一首歌。。他和我现在的心情有几分象似。。。
就是周杰伦的轨迹。。。

*轨迹*
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点 那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱 会不会有人可以明白
*我会发著呆 然後忘记你 接著紧紧闭上眼
想著那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发著呆 然後微微笑 接著静静闭上眼
又想了一遍你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你应该看不见*

我想忘记你！！

耀显读书了~

很快的，我们BB的大哥要去读书了。。
他是谁？？呵呵。。就是我们的耀显大哥哥咯！！
好不容易才 "CAO "到他的照片。。哈哈
他去读书了！！很快拉！！
有一点不舍得拉。。
刚刚sent 了一封msg过去。。
是这样的。。。。



他真的是一个很好的朋友。。以前很希望他快点去读书是因为他喜欢欺负我。。当时和他相处久了。。开始认识他。。开始知道他的为人。。就很希望他能留下。。才认识一年，他就要读书了。。可是，我应该提他感到很开心因为它能为自己的梦想，理想迈进。。真的希望他快读完快回来哦~哈哈！！与他相处的时间虽然很少，但是他和BB，也就是我们。。在一起的时光。。是我纡萱最难忘的。。我感谢主！！

Pain.......

.....
very pain...
....
so suffer...
PAIN!!!!!
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