everything arraged !!

2day better...
now better...
i know God arranged everything in my life..
maybe he is nt the person...
sumore...like hui hui n daniel said..
y bcoz of a tree (him)...
i nid 2 gv up whole jungle...
i nid sumore time...
i know..i will do it...
wif God's power...
i know....

^^ and T.T 的星期六晚上

今天本来是开心的一天。。
可是，听到一些人说的话。。
我很低落了。。
TC跟我说了一些东西。。
为什么。。
我好像感觉到。。
是上帝借用他的口。。。
把话告诉了我？？
他说的话。。
我觉得很对。。。


撇弃。。。
撇弃。。。
一切都撇弃。。。
与他开心过，辛苦过，伤心过。。
点点滴滴。。
都得撇弃。。。


今天吉他课。。
T.T我的手指很痛。。
添赐死命叫我按大力。。
我真得很大力了。。。
可是我还是做不到。。
不过我不会放弃。。
还有。。我还把joel的吉他拿回家。。
*sorry joel *


过后打鼓!!
最开心的！！
忘记他们。。。
我还是纡萱。。。
很开心。。。。
打鼓，吉他。。。
真的让我沉迷其中 。。
也因为这样我忘记那些东西。。。


谢谢文薇。。
因为她在我低落的时候。。
sms 给我。。。
也恨我分担。。。
或许我打扰他睡觉时间。。
真的对不起。。。
谢谢你^^
♥Thank You my Dear fren!!♥

I am tryin....

如果有一天。。
我学会放弃了你。。
不是因为我忘记你。。
而是因为。。。
我太爱你！！


请你不别让我。。
为你流下。。
任何一滴眼泪。。


我在远方。。
静静的想你。。
你知道吗？！？

When i saw you ..
I was afraid to meet u ...
When i meet u ...
i afraid to love you..
When i love you...
I afraid to LOSE you...
T.T

Lord,.

look behind..
y i cry so many times..??
y i suffer??
y i sad bcoz of him??
i reli stupid...
i reli dunwan..
but how??
y he appears in my life??
if i din meet him ..how will my life??
but i know..everything God did 2 us..
have His own way...

我忍！！

世界就是这么现实。。
人，就是喜欢美。。
无论她的里面是多么的坏。。
只要外面的外表美。。
人，就喜欢。。

无论不美的。。
里面多好，多美。。
都是没有人会喜欢。。。
为什么？
因为现实这个词咯~


算了拉。。人就是这样。。
只追求美却有缺陷的东西。。
却不会理会美旁边的不美。。
因为，不美的。。往往都是抛在一边的。。。


我开始对一个人。。
起了反感。。
当没事情。。
她却得过且过。。
忍了很久。。
她却一直得过且过。。。
做作的人。。
我很讨厌。。
现在更惨的是。。
她，却是我的朋友。。。
算了。。你再是这样。。
我真的忍不到。。
不要怪我。。。



亲口听到了~
还是接受不到事实~
是我在不敢面对？？
还是我根本就没有？？
还是。。我真的不想面对这个事实？？
为什么。。
为什么每个人都是她？！？！
一个两个都是她？！？
没有她会死啊！？！？



一次又一次把我踩到那么低。。
却把自己棒高！！
什么哦！！
一次又一次的在我面前做戏！
一次又一次的跟我说谎！！
一次又一次的窜我！！！
有没有想过我啊！！


不要把自己看得那么高！
因为。。上帝永远在我们上面！
上帝永远坐在宝座上！！
不要把自己看得太高。。
也不要忘记，你有上帝在看着你所作的一切！！
所以。。请你。。。
不要再错下去啦！！

或许很多人以为我在妒嫉。。
可是我可以说。。
我没有！！！！！！！！！！！！！

YES!!My 1st Drum Lesson!!

OH YES!!!
My 1st Drum Lesson!!
haha..yesterday (20.02.10)...
5:30...i went 2 church ...2 have guitar n drum class^^
i was Damn Happy n Excited!!WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!
i went there n thn...y no ppl geh ???
so i used teng wei's phone 2 sms joel...
and thn..he came..n thn...he din teach...thn play his piano...
n thn...guan feng came...
he taught us notes..
n ...i was nt going 2 learn piano..
n thn..he taught me piano..
sumore the notes..made me wanna crazy jor!!
all so confuse n ...@_@
anyway,..i still can understand la...
next...woohoo~drum lesson !!
k...guan feng's fren...Goh Thean Hock...
a form 5 guy...
1st time saw him...feel tat he is as like as joel..
coz..also wif a serious and angry face..
but...while he was teachin....
he can still made jokes..so...gud...
he taught us many...
k..thx ya~
i reli happy !!
1st,he asked us 2 draw the whole drum...
oh..no...my drawing is BAD!
anyway...dun care try my bez 2 draw lo..
k..thn lots of things...
after tat ...guan feng,thiam you ,teng wei n me ...
went to A&W ...2 have dinner...
hmm..rugi RM19.00...XD
n thn v tok tok tok...
n thn finished..go bek church..tok tok tok tok again...
n thn go home...n thn dunwan tok in car...no mood tok wif her..
n thn...arrived home..bath..n thn...PRACTISE again!haha
Pray be4 slp...thn slp....

凡是小心。。。

K..Quite Looooong Time din post thing here lo..
2day is 21st of Feb...
CNY goin 2 finish...
2day is the LAZ day of my holidays..
n...2day quite sad coz...cant go BB...
mom sick..nt feeling well..
nid go home early...
k..



我很后悔给你知道。。
觉得你知道后。。
一直在我面前做戏。。
一直缠着。。。
我跟他。。你又参进来！
我叫你不要。。可是。。你却一直来。。
我真的忍着忍着罢了！
我觉得你再针对我咯！！
一次两次都是这样！
你！！！给我小心一点！！！
算了咯~~我不喜欢那些做作的女生。。
你！！！再是这样的话。。。
我真的会翻脸！！
* 我就是这么激动！*
经过那件事后。。。我对你有一些警惕了！！！！


凡是小心一点会比较好。。就算你身边的好朋友这样。。他也会伤害你的。。
不过，我可以保证~文薇是不会的！！文薇是我最能信任的朋友！^^

try??no???

shoud i try??
should i gv him a chance??
should i try??
maybe i try..thn i will let go ...
but..i dunwan ...
sumore scare ler..
haizz..dunno la...
i reli dunno how 2 do ler..
reject jor..but seems ...hurt dao him ler..
aiyo..how??
should i try ler?
i am thinking lo..
maybe i nid sum time ...
plz..gv me sum time...
i am sry ....
....

Happy Birthday Agnes Yap Jen Nie

K...
Happy Birthday !!^^
hmm...sry for curi ur pic..haha
anyway...
Happy Birthday Agnes Yap Jen Nie...
Enjoy ur HOT n SEXY 17!!
haha...
n yea~happy always yea...

Had a great time wif Danny n Viks

YEAH^^
had a fun time wif Danny N Viks 2day ^^
actually v wan go 2 watch movie de..
tat stupid Viks la..
suddenly said nt well..
so i go 2 Danny's house lo..
n thn..Danny n I in his room..
waiting for Viks 2 cum..
Danny said many things 2 me..
n thn...he still.....0.0
tok so many things..
sumore..Danny kip poking me..*_*
anyway..Danny still single..LOL..
anyway..v tok for 1 hour ..but the Viks still nt cum yt!!
abt half past eight...
she juz came...
i ask whr she go..
she answered: i go buy SNACKS!!0.o wow!mng banyak snacks ler..
but..i ask angin..nid so much time 2 buy meh ?- -
she said..dunwan becum light bulb!
boom dao!
wadeva lo..
three of us..
in the room..
tok so many things..
n thn...v reli ate many snacks..
mister potato...twisties...roller coaster...many many n many ..
n thn...v took pics..
but inside Danny's phone..coz..mine...i left at homeT.T
thn..Viks go home earlier..
dunno y ..they r cousins..sumore same skul..y Viks dunwan overnight at Danny's house??
left me n Danny again..
he ask me again...
but i said..dunwan...
n thn..suan liao..
i go home liao...
dunwan think jor liao...
anyway..had fun time with them..
LOVE YOU GUYS^^♥haha♥

ANTI-PIMPLES!!

HAIZZ!!
OH NO!!
P-I-M-P-L-E-S!!
tat stupid thiam you la..
say tat my face no pimples..
n thn..now!!
SO MANY PMPLES jor!!!
sei liao la!!
hate pimples la!!
haizzzz...
i slp late..no pimples..
but i slp early..so many pimples appear on my face...
HATE!!!
hate hate hate!!
ANTI-Pimples!!



other..
now..i love 2 say ..
wo ding ni...
ooops...
dipengaruhi oleh thiam chi,hee ,Wen wei n Joel...
haizz..

hmm..b'dAY ??

dunno y ..
i fall in love with T-shirts with a cap..
dunno y ..
n Jacket..
i super duper love these two items alot!!
how i wish i can have jacket n T with cap on my b'day!!
heehee..
hope Danny or Viks buy for me..
haha...
ps:Danny ,no more couple T..V r nt couple><
ps:Viks,i bet you wont buy for me...XD
anyway...i dun mind de la.,..
sumore..noawadays...
so DAMN Bad Mood!!
suan liao la!!
anyway...mom is at home now..
thx for my church frens n teachers prayin for her^^

thiam you's job

Lim Thiam you 's job is to increase my value n cash in FFS..
lol...
tooo sienz..so post useless post

thx danny

Thx danny^^
thank you danny for tokin wif me ...
thx~~
i sry ..for disturbing u ...
T.T
but i reli cant control my tears...
T.T ....

Danny n Viks

muahahahahaahahahahahahaha!!!
DANNY n VIKS...
ahaha..
both of u ...
i'm redi 2 go watch movie with u guys 2moro nite!!!
hahahahahahahahahahaah~~~
so happy la~~
Danny : plz bring enuf money ..heehee..sumore..buy sumting for me ^^ XD ..tel u la..the "letter" u gave me..i kip inside my wallet..^^ heehee...
Viks: thx for being my light bulb..lol..kiddin ...eh..dun eva think tat u can ragut my popcorn!!
haha..anyway ..2moro..i go fetch u ..sumore go see ur room n Danny's room..haha^^
anyway !!HAPPY 2 noe..can go meet them!!!
heehee
so happy 2day !!

Samuel n Teng wei

kk..
yu xuan here..
is goin 2 tok abt ..
Samuel n Faye..
they are the members of BB..
haha...
k...
Samuel likes teng wei ..LOL
haha..n thn ..
Samuel kip askin me abt teng wei teng wei ...
i din answer him...
but he reli DAMN annoyin la!!
sumore tat thiam you ..kip pushing Samuel 2 Faye...
haha..
thiam you n i ..
kip helping them..."pull" "red" "string"（牵红线）
hahahaha!!
anyway...
SAMUEL!!u ...haizz....dunno u la..
teng wei ...u ...also...
anyway !!
thiam you more the "love story "betwn samuel n teng wei more thn me..
haha...
THIAM YOU !!tel me nx time!
lol...haha

dunwan lo!!!

I dun wan learn jor la..
those musical insturctments..
dunwan learn jor la..
haizz...
Dun care jor..
no mood n dunwan argue jor..
u wan i follow u ..thn follow..
i dun mind liao la..
reli dunwan 2 peduli so many things..
u wan say ma say lo..
i dunwan fight jor la..
studyin Sej...
Angry n emo 2day..
sry those who i din reply ur sms....

wad happened 2 me?

No mood....
suddenly,miss my church frens..
hope 2 see them...
except him...
this week so boring ..
n no mood !!
laz nite..i was appearin off9...
facin com without duin anythin ..
until..half past 3...
thn..go 2 bed...
kip turning on my bed...
haizz...
thn..dunno wad time i fel aslp..
n thn..this morning ..i woke at seven..
but dunno y ...
din becum panda..
no "eye bags"..
n ..bersemangat pun!
go tuition..
saw Elaine n chui leng..
so hate..
coz..saw tat loud speaker!!
n...Lim Zhen Tong!!><
wadeva lo..2day Eng n Sej!
hui wen din sait wif meT.T
n thn...after tuition..
fetch onn shin home..
bluetooth sumting..
n thn...go skul..
dancing ><
thn...go amy house..
sumting funny happened..
but din tok much 2day...
at skul...
2day din scold ppl...
saw thiam chi...
n thn ST.John..
AIYA!!4gt go find thiam hee..
he din gv my balance !!
2moro muz find him..
after skul..
go tuition again..
haizz...
n thn..now..
typing this post..
so..useless post ...
haizz...
wadeva..no mood ...lazy...bye

Am i reli sumting wrong nowadays??

Life is meaningless without YOU!!!
yeah,Lord..thx for Your Love..
thx lord...thx..
when i fall down u pick me up..
thx lord...
I love you !!



I wont go n find ppl in msn jor!
nt dunwan choi me n say me annoying !
n stop tokin so much in skul jor!
dunwan lt ppl say me noisy!!
DUNWAN jor!!!
i wil find ppl if neccessary!!!



feel like ...
Yu Xuan will change...
.........Guess so......



MEANINGLESS.....T.T
without u ...my world is blank..
stop thinkin of u ...
sry ..if i hurt u be4..
n ..sry ...
T.T


New year...New begining...New life...New fren...New teacher....n....
NEW YU XUAN!!!!!!

Down again T.T

i cried again...
bcoz of him...T.T
he told me tat..
he falls in love...
i saw his PM...
it makes me sooo DOWN now...
tat day ...told wen wei n Joel..
tat i can let go..
but thn...
i juz realized...
i din let go!!!
the feeling,the love still inside...
he likes sum1 in church..
n i noe who izit...
i reli noe who jor...
try nt 2 think anymore..
tears...bitter again..
stop cryin...
dunwan 2 think jor...
....
T,T
i nid frens...
T.T

cant learn guitar or drum jor la T.T

half past five ...
oh no...
Guan Feng n Joel ..
said...
half past 5..
i said cnt..
but all like ..abaikan saya..
haizz...
dunno how tel mom..
T.T
how a!?!?!
haizz...half past five..
CANNOT la!!
haizzz....
haizzz...
wanna cry jor la!!
cnt half past five a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i said cnt...but juz ABAIKAN me!!
y like tat d?!?!?!!?
Mom...haizz..sry a~~