MIA!!
EXAM!!
+ U GUYS!!
GAMBATEH!!
Monday, May 24, 2010
♥ happy birthday ^^♥
Yo!!
is Yu xuan!XDXD
my bday ..
haiz..old jor
TT
nt small child anymore..
nt xiao mei mei anymore..=D
ok~for the 0000am..
hmm..thx andrew,sin hao ,elly,thiam you^^
thx guys^^
love you~~
n the next morning.. (this morning)
thank you my ah gu! thank you my dear sis ,xiau wei !!^^
thx for ur msg...
until skul~
LOL..thx frens!haha..
Amy Ong,u 4gt..TT
haiz..anyway ..thx
n sum sms from my frens..n teachers,,
thx kwai ping teacher..thx teng wei ^^
thx...
God bless^^
house..TT*touched*
thx mom n dad!!
they brought me to Chilli Padi ...
for having dinner..
i ordered a honey lemon aloe vora..n ..a black pepper staek..
Haiz..soo dissapointed..the steak nt as nice as Colesuem!haiz..
but anyway ..i love my drink!haha
thx mom n dad!!
i love you guys!!♥
^^
thx a yee yee^^
for giving me the cake^^
thx^^
after having dinner..
my grandma called me..
Thx grandma..she gave me RM50~Thx ^^
i am happy nt bcoz of the money..
is the wish from you^^ thx^^
n my grandpa!!
woohoo..thx grandpa for ur money n wish!
i love both of u!!^^♥
i reli happy tat bcoz ..
my family send me wishes..
no matter how far r they..
they will send me the wished..
i love them!
n their couragement for me on my exam..
let me feel soo touchedTT
i love you all!!
you r the the bez!
thx!
i had a warm bday this year..
thx again..for everyone who wished me in FB..in Msn..in Blog..in so on!
thx!!^^
♥ I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!♥
is Yu xuan!XDXD
my bday ..
haiz..old jor
TT
nt small child anymore..
nt xiao mei mei anymore..=D
ok~for the 0000am..
hmm..thx andrew,sin hao ,elly,thiam you^^
thx guys^^
love you~~
n the next morning.. (this morning)
thank you my ah gu! thank you my dear sis ,xiau wei !!^^
thx for ur msg...
until skul~
LOL..thx frens!haha..
Amy Ong,u 4gt..TT
haiz..anyway ..thx
n sum sms from my frens..n teachers,,
thx kwai ping teacher..thx teng wei ^^
thx...
God bless^^
house..TT*touched*
thx mom n dad!!
they brought me to Chilli Padi ...
for having dinner..
i ordered a honey lemon aloe vora..n ..a black pepper staek..
Haiz..soo dissapointed..the steak nt as nice as Colesuem!haiz..
but anyway ..i love my drink!haha
thx mom n dad!!
i love you guys!!♥
^^
thx a yee yee^^
for giving me the cake^^
thx^^
after having dinner..
my grandma called me..
Thx grandma..she gave me RM50~Thx ^^
i am happy nt bcoz of the money..
is the wish from you^^ thx^^
n my grandpa!!
woohoo..thx grandpa for ur money n wish!
i love both of u!!^^♥
i reli happy tat bcoz ..
my family send me wishes..
no matter how far r they..
they will send me the wished..
i love them!
n their couragement for me on my exam..
let me feel soo touchedTT
i love you all!!
you r the the bez!
thx!
i had a warm bday this year..
thx again..for everyone who wished me in FB..in Msn..in Blog..in so on!
thx!!^^
♥ I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!♥
Sunday, May 23, 2010
my birthday ♥
WOOHOO!
Happy birthday to me^^
haha..
thanks Andrew for the 1st bday sms!
oh yeah ~i open the pendrive~thx^^ XD
n thx for ur 1st bday present!
Thanks thiam you for acc me for the whole night^^
n the 1st person who send me wish..Thx!!
Thx sin hao ~^^
the second msg..THX^^
i will b very happy de^^
thank you a!!^^ haha..
u also muz happy always a!!
Wen wei ,thank you also!haha
no nid gv present de la..
u r my present jor!
XDXD
thx my dears^^haha
Happy birthday to me^^
haha..
thanks Andrew for the 1st bday sms!
oh yeah ~i open the pendrive~thx^^ XD
n thx for ur 1st bday present!
Thanks thiam you for acc me for the whole night^^
n the 1st person who send me wish..Thx!!
Thx sin hao ~^^
the second msg..THX^^
i will b very happy de^^
thank you a!!^^ haha..
u also muz happy always a!!
Wen wei ,thank you also!haha
no nid gv present de la..
u r my present jor!
XDXD
thx my dears^^haha
wooohoo^^ 30 minutes to go~haha
30 minutes to go^^
haha...
happy lo~
anyway ..
So many friends gv me wishes..Thx ya^^
oh ya..a BFF here..chattin wif me..
guess who?
lol...MR.LIM!haha
lol..whole night ler..
YENG ler?!XD
thank you a!
woi,2moro history jia you la><
n ..Danny n Viks!haha...thank you the birhday card u gv me..thx!
thx!
thank you for my 1st bday present..from Andrew Tan...^^
thank you for ur present!haha..JB cute~XD
lol..1st present n 1st wish from boy...thx..!!
girl..haiz...wen wei ^^thx thx^^haha
haiz..the day after 2moro..examTT
haha...
happy lo~
anyway ..
So many friends gv me wishes..Thx ya^^
oh ya..a BFF here..chattin wif me..
guess who?
lol...MR.LIM!haha
lol..whole night ler..
YENG ler?!XD
thank you a!
woi,2moro history jia you la><
n ..Danny n Viks!haha...thank you the birhday card u gv me..thx!
thx!
thank you for my 1st bday present..from Andrew Tan...^^
thank you for ur present!haha..JB cute~XD
lol..1st present n 1st wish from boy...thx..!!
girl..haiz...wen wei ^^thx thx^^haha
haiz..the day after 2moro..examTT
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
i noe u guys can help me!
I noe u guys worry abt me..
I noe..
I reli dunwan like tat de..
I reli dunwan ..
I also hope myself always happy ..^^
but...
nowadays..i reli...TT wanna cry ..
n cried yesterday ...
I dunno how !?
i dunno how ..i reli dunno ..i dunno what shud i do..
I cant find the solution,.
This sun...
I am goin to find a fren to tok..
of coz..elder thn me..
maybe Amy,..or Eddie ..or Thiam Hee..or ..so on~
or maybe find Master...
or maybe teacher kwai ping..
i hope they will help me..
so does God !
I dunno wad happen to me..
n i reli facin alot of problems..
family..frens..studies..pressure..myself...n more more more
i reli have lots of thing wanna solve...
i hope God will help me..
n..for this sat..
i am sry to the church frens.
tat ..i cant go n help ..
4gv me k?sry ...
I noe..
I reli dunwan like tat de..
I reli dunwan ..
I also hope myself always happy ..^^
but...
nowadays..i reli...TT wanna cry ..
n cried yesterday ...
I dunno how !?
i dunno how ..i reli dunno ..i dunno what shud i do..
I cant find the solution,.
This sun...
I am goin to find a fren to tok..
of coz..elder thn me..
maybe Amy,..or Eddie ..or Thiam Hee..or ..so on~
or maybe find Master...
or maybe teacher kwai ping..
i hope they will help me..
so does God !
I dunno wad happen to me..
n i reli facin alot of problems..
family..frens..studies..pressure..myself...n more more more
i reli have lots of thing wanna solve...
i hope God will help me..
n..for this sat..
i am sry to the church frens.
tat ..i cant go n help ..
4gv me k?sry ...
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
哪里有彩虹告诉我
上帝创造这个世界
创造得很美妙
可是
为什么
我会不开心的呢?
为什么我找不回当时的纡萱?
为什么?
我现在
真的很辛苦,为什么要哭?为什么会哭?
为什么?!
我好像把我的伤感哭完~
可是,我还是很难受
我在这所学校
我读到很不开心
除了马来人和印度人以外
华人,我根本相处不来!
我真的很想在大哭一场!!!
我真的找不到
生活的意义,生活的光彩
我希望
和。。显。。慧。。薇。。
能够全心全意地听我。。
我真的很像分享。。
我希望我能分担
但是
我会很对不起你们
对不起。。
我知道我很自私。。
不然
我就找桂平老师
不然
就招牧师
我知道上帝会帮我
我知道的
我知道的
我知道的
最后,
我还要对我周围的朋友说
谢谢,对不起。。。
创造得很美妙
可是
为什么
我会不开心的呢?
为什么我找不回当时的纡萱?
为什么?
我现在
真的很辛苦,为什么要哭?为什么会哭?
为什么?!
我好像把我的伤感哭完~
可是,我还是很难受
我在这所学校
我读到很不开心
除了马来人和印度人以外
华人,我根本相处不来!
我真的很想在大哭一场!!!
我真的找不到
生活的意义,生活的光彩
我希望
和。。显。。慧。。薇。。
能够全心全意地听我。。
我真的很像分享。。
我希望我能分担
但是
我会很对不起你们
对不起。。
我知道我很自私。。
不然
我就找桂平老师
不然
就招牧师
我知道上帝会帮我
我知道的
我知道的
我知道的
最后,
我还要对我周围的朋友说
谢谢,对不起。。。
rainbow dissapears n i am sad !!
心情很好的我。。
竟然。。
只能开心那两天!
这是为什么!?!?
算了咯!!
骂我~一个俩个骂我!!
我不想讲话了拉!!
我不要跟你们说话了拉!!
我,曾纡萱!!
不想再跟你们说话!!
不想再做任何东西!
不想想那么多!!
不想!!什么都不想!!
大家都欺负我!!!!!
可以了没有?!
我跟你们说!!
我很不开心阿!!!!!!!!!!!!
是啊~
我很不开心阿!!!!!
不要再骂我了好嘛!?
TT
竟然。。
只能开心那两天!
这是为什么!?!?
算了咯!!
骂我~一个俩个骂我!!
我不想讲话了拉!!
我不要跟你们说话了拉!!
我,曾纡萱!!
不想再跟你们说话!!
不想再做任何东西!
不想想那么多!!
不想!!什么都不想!!
大家都欺负我!!!!!
可以了没有?!
我跟你们说!!
我很不开心阿!!!!!!!!!!!!
是啊~
我很不开心阿!!!!!
不要再骂我了好嘛!?
TT
Monday, May 17, 2010
obvious meh- -
ღεšтнεяღ says:
u guys chat like couple.
honestly
hahaha
lol..Esther!!
u reli a~make me headache..^^
lol..reli looks like couple meh- -
i dun think so lo..
i treat him as normal..
i din have any abnormal or special la..
he is a very normal fren for me..
whr gt obvious= =
so obvious until ee wei jun ,goh suk fang realized- -
wow!
i was sooo 38 tat time..XD
anyway ..
i think u r lying~XD
u guys chat like couple.
honestly
hahaha
lol..Esther!!
u reli a~make me headache..^^
lol..reli looks like couple meh- -
i dun think so lo..
i treat him as normal..
i din have any abnormal or special la..
he is a very normal fren for me..
whr gt obvious= =
so obvious until ee wei jun ,goh suk fang realized- -
wow!
i was sooo 38 tat time..XD
anyway ..
i think u r lying~XD
ahem ahem love ??
AHEM AHEM!!
time for me to rest~
for studyin abt ..two hours..^^
ok~
i suddenlly ..i wan to write abt my love story ..
ahem ahem..
my side of coz la..><
ok..
shhhh...
whoever saw this..
plz..dun spread out!=D
ok...ahem...
the 1st ppl i crushed on..
is..when i was in standard four!
yes..standard 4..u can me..早熟or maybe..
of my hormones problem=D
1st of all...v were bez fren~reli fren !!
v can tok everything!
v even sing 2gether~during exam !
hahaha~
n ..he is cute..n hensem ..n he is nice^^
haha..
ok..i am getting crazy ..haha..
anyway ..he is a great fren!!
even now...i miss him alot!
but..juz fren !
coz..i dun like him anymore..XD
actually ..
i feel very upset..is..
the frenship btwn me n him..
nt like tat time..very close..
when v were standard 5..
n..everyone besides us..
all kip spread useless news..
i mean.. 传绯闻~
n v kip 避开each other..
n ..both of us like...
very unclose..
very ..疏远..
i reli means those time..
but ..no chance anymore..TT
i miss you..^^
eh eh eh ..is ..miss you as an old fren!!
anyway ...thank you for tat day .
u find me!! i so happy ^^
thank you ~haahahahaa
ok~so far..i crush on him ..abt..3 years++
= =
n u noe wad my frens said
all said me
长情- -
anyway ..
i hope v can b bezfren..
but ..u changed alot..
i noe..
influenced by ur frens..
anyway ..take k ~~^^
ok~nx one..
is the second one..
ok..so far..i crushed on two person..
now..this person is the person i am crushin now..><
erm..he is cute..haha
also bez fren ..
erm..this nt very suitable to share her..XD
haha..no la..
juz..he kinda nice person..
n ..he kinda funny~
lalalala...
ok~la..
i dunwan write so much abt himm..
later ..those who read my spread the news..XD
bola..
juz...kinda..haha..
out of sudden~^^
oh no!! bufday cuming!!XDXD
love,yu xuan ~
time for me to rest~
for studyin abt ..two hours..^^
ok~
i suddenlly ..i wan to write abt my love story ..
ahem ahem..
my side of coz la..><
ok..
shhhh...
whoever saw this..
plz..dun spread out!=D
ok...ahem...
the 1st ppl i crushed on..
is..when i was in standard four!
yes..standard 4..u can me..早熟or maybe..
of my hormones problem=D
1st of all...v were bez fren~reli fren !!
v can tok everything!
v even sing 2gether~during exam !
hahaha~
n ..he is cute..n hensem ..n he is nice^^
haha..
ok..i am getting crazy ..haha..
anyway ..he is a great fren!!
even now...i miss him alot!
but..juz fren !
coz..i dun like him anymore..XD
actually ..
i feel very upset..is..
the frenship btwn me n him..
nt like tat time..very close..
when v were standard 5..
n..everyone besides us..
all kip spread useless news..
i mean.. 传绯闻~
n v kip 避开each other..
n ..both of us like...
very unclose..
very ..疏远..
i reli means those time..
but ..no chance anymore..TT
i miss you..^^
eh eh eh ..is ..miss you as an old fren!!
anyway ...thank you for tat day .
u find me!! i so happy ^^
thank you ~haahahahaa
ok~so far..i crush on him ..abt..3 years++
= =
n u noe wad my frens said
all said me
长情- -
anyway ..
i hope v can b bezfren..
but ..u changed alot..
i noe..
influenced by ur frens..
anyway ..take k ~~^^
ok~nx one..
is the second one..
ok..so far..i crushed on two person..
now..this person is the person i am crushin now..><
erm..he is cute..haha
also bez fren ..
erm..this nt very suitable to share her..XD
haha..no la..
juz..he kinda nice person..
n ..he kinda funny~
lalalala...
ok~la..
i dunwan write so much abt himm..
later ..those who read my spread the news..XD
bola..
juz...kinda..haha..
out of sudden~^^
oh no!! bufday cuming!!XDXD
love,yu xuan ~
Sunday, May 16, 2010
my way ~
i am now wif wen wei ..
at her house..
hmm..
actually ..i suppose to study ..
but ..naturally ..
sat infront of her com..
ok...
this is my way to study ..
study wif my book open ..n wif FB,youtube on~
tihs is my way!!XD
muahahaha~ok ~
study ~
go K books..
now..to everyone who studying for her or his exam
gambateh la~XD
at her house..
hmm..
actually ..i suppose to study ..
but ..naturally ..
sat infront of her com..
ok...
this is my way to study ..
study wif my book open ..n wif FB,youtube on~
tihs is my way!!XD
muahahaha~ok ~
study ~
go K books..
now..to everyone who studying for her or his exam
gambateh la~XD
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Justin Bieber!^^
OH NO!!
Justin Bieber!
He is a cute one^^
His voice is sooo high pitch n nice~
Sumore…he is hensem!!
He is HOT!!ahahaha
Lalala~fall in love wif him..XD lol
In “baby” tat song..which ft ludacris
OH! He is sooo hemsem ,so yeng,so adorable!!^^
The way ,pose he “act hensem” is soooooo YENG!!
Lalala~his songs sooo nice~
1st time listen same song almost the whole day …
Coz of listening his songs..
My parents scolded me ~
They scolded me..”crazy”
Yes I am ~I reli like he sings ~lalaa
So nice nia!!~~
His dance oso ok!!=D
He is sooooooooo cute!!!!!!
I cant find any word to describe him~
If,he is my bro~wa~so nice..
But ..i know..this wont happen on me…haiz..
Anyway …
JUSTIN BIEBER!! U r hot!!XD
PS:ok~yes..i am crazy!!!@_@

Justin Bieber!
He is a cute one^^
His voice is sooo high pitch n nice~
Sumore…he is hensem!!
He is HOT!!ahahaha
Lalala~fall in love wif him..XD lol
In “baby” tat song..which ft ludacris
OH! He is sooo hemsem ,so yeng,so adorable!!^^
The way ,pose he “act hensem” is soooooo YENG!!
Lalala~his songs sooo nice~
1st time listen same song almost the whole day …
Coz of listening his songs..
My parents scolded me ~
They scolded me..”crazy”
Yes I am ~I reli like he sings ~lalaa
So nice nia!!~~
His dance oso ok!!=D
He is sooooooooo cute!!!!!!
I cant find any word to describe him~
If,he is my bro~wa~so nice..
But ..i know..this wont happen on me…haiz..
Anyway …
JUSTIN BIEBER!! U r hot!!XD
PS:ok~yes..i am crazy!!!@_@

Thursday, May 13, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
寂寞也是一种快乐
我根本没有付出过
身为你的朋友
我根本没有付出
只有你为我付出
courtney老师说的,
做朋友是要互相付出的
只有你付出
我却没有付出
我只是负责收付出的
我根本没有说话
只有点头
我觉得很内疚
也很蒙羞
觉得自己很没有用
决定了
靠自己
决定了
自己的事情
自己解决
自己想办法
自己烦
我
不要再打扰你
不要再烦你
我也觉得
我错了
因为
每当我有问题
就来找你们
却没有问你们
是否得空
我也很自私
没有顾虑你们
有时候我的语气
或许不好
但是你们却没有怪我
没有骂我
没有不理我
没有讨厌我
没有嫌弃我
没有放弃我
反而
还关心我
关怀我
看顾我
帮助我
给我一双温暖的双手
而我
却
没有了解你们的处境
我觉得我很笨
很没有用
很令人讨厌
很烦
对不起
真的很抱歉
你们给我的付出真的很多
我给你们的
就只是那么的一句
谢谢
你们给予我的
真的很多
帮了我很多
也让我成长了很多
懂事很多
但是
因为他的事情
我却掉入陷阱
迷失我自己
也
无法自拔了
你们给了我很多劝告
也骂醒我
但是
我最后
还是
错了
我开始
对不起你们
因为我做不到
我觉得不管你们
怎样开导我
我都是一样
永远都做不到
对不起
我浪费你们的时间
不断的给我劝告
不断地给我建议
但
我一次又一次的
做不到
一次又一次的
让你们失望
你们为我担心
你们为我烦恼
你们为我担忧
我真的很对不起
我浪费你们的
时间
口水
力气
精神
脑力
就是因为这样
我觉得我很内疚
因为我的出现
也因为我的问题
弄到你们
我真的很讨厌我自己
我也在埋怨我自己
我也不想再打扰你们
因为
不管你们怎么说
我都没有可能
解决我的问题
永远都是那么的烦
如果
我没有出现
在你们的面前
那该有多好
对不起
我真的
很对不起你们
你们帮我的
真的很多很多很多很多
我给你们的付出
往往都是一句话
我没有帮你们
你们的时间
你们的精神
我无法还给你们
我只能做的
是为你们
祷告
求上帝永远
与你们同在
求上帝永远在你身旁
你们
答应我
开开心心
的度过
不要再为我担心
不要再为我烦恼了
我不值得被担心
我不值得被关心的
因为
我浪费你们所有的东西
你们
保重了
神爱你们
感谢上帝
不管我的路
多么的坎坷
上帝都陪伴着我
看顾着我
保守着我
扶持着我
感谢主!
我知道
也相信
也有信心
上帝
也会和你们同在
因为你们是被
赐福的
你们
加油
身为你的朋友
我根本没有付出
只有你为我付出
courtney老师说的,
做朋友是要互相付出的
只有你付出
我却没有付出
我只是负责收付出的
我根本没有说话
只有点头
我觉得很内疚
也很蒙羞
觉得自己很没有用
决定了
靠自己
决定了
自己的事情
自己解决
自己想办法
自己烦
我
不要再打扰你
不要再烦你
我也觉得
我错了
因为
每当我有问题
就来找你们
却没有问你们
是否得空
我也很自私
没有顾虑你们
有时候我的语气
或许不好
但是你们却没有怪我
没有骂我
没有不理我
没有讨厌我
没有嫌弃我
没有放弃我
反而
还关心我
关怀我
看顾我
帮助我
给我一双温暖的双手
而我
却
没有了解你们的处境
我觉得我很笨
很没有用
很令人讨厌
很烦
对不起
真的很抱歉
你们给我的付出真的很多
我给你们的
就只是那么的一句
谢谢
你们给予我的
真的很多
帮了我很多
也让我成长了很多
懂事很多
但是
因为他的事情
我却掉入陷阱
迷失我自己
也
无法自拔了
你们给了我很多劝告
也骂醒我
但是
我最后
还是
错了
我开始
对不起你们
因为我做不到
我觉得不管你们
怎样开导我
我都是一样
永远都做不到
对不起
我浪费你们的时间
不断的给我劝告
不断地给我建议
但
我一次又一次的
做不到
一次又一次的
让你们失望
你们为我担心
你们为我烦恼
你们为我担忧
我真的很对不起
我浪费你们的
时间
口水
力气
精神
脑力
就是因为这样
我觉得我很内疚
因为我的出现
也因为我的问题
弄到你们
我真的很讨厌我自己
我也在埋怨我自己
我也不想再打扰你们
因为
不管你们怎么说
我都没有可能
解决我的问题
永远都是那么的烦
如果
我没有出现
在你们的面前
那该有多好
对不起
我真的
很对不起你们
你们帮我的
真的很多很多很多很多
我给你们的付出
往往都是一句话
我没有帮你们
你们的时间
你们的精神
我无法还给你们
我只能做的
是为你们
祷告
求上帝永远
与你们同在
求上帝永远在你身旁
你们
答应我
开开心心
的度过
不要再为我担心
不要再为我烦恼了
我不值得被担心
我不值得被关心的
因为
我浪费你们所有的东西
你们
保重了
神爱你们
感谢上帝
不管我的路
多么的坎坷
上帝都陪伴着我
看顾着我
保守着我
扶持着我
感谢主!
我知道
也相信
也有信心
上帝
也会和你们同在
因为你们是被
赐福的
你们
加油
independent
i dunno will this related wif "independent"..
ok~ i am learning how to solve problems..
and find out the sulution myself...
yeah..MYSELF..
i reli TRY...
i reli hope i can solve it myself..
n i dunwan anybody's help..
coz...
the ppl who help me...
i din even help him..
this make me..
very ..内疚...
ok~ i am learning how to solve problems..
and find out the sulution myself...
yeah..MYSELF..
i reli TRY...
i reli hope i can solve it myself..
n i dunwan anybody's help..
coz...
the ppl who help me...
i din even help him..
this make me..
very ..内疚...
Monday, May 10, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDay!
ok~haha~happy birthday !!

one is my dear sis = lim xiau wei ~lalala~haha
another one is =lim kien seng!!
ok~happy birthday ^^
i love God,He loves me!
I love God and he loves me..
And i am thankful everyday i am with him in spirit...
He is great.
Have you ever been in a place where you feel lost, i have and i am in that place now.
I pray that all is ok..
but i have put my life in gods hands and i know it will be.
If you are in gods hands he can do anything. ..
♥ ~ No one else can touch my heart like God does~♥
i ♥ God~
~♥YuXuan
And i am thankful everyday i am with him in spirit...
He is great.
Have you ever been in a place where you feel lost, i have and i am in that place now.
I pray that all is ok..
but i have put my life in gods hands and i know it will be.
If you are in gods hands he can do anything. ..
♥ ~ No one else can touch my heart like God does~♥
i ♥ God~
~♥YuXuan
i am tired to know..
just now..
Danny told me tat ..
you said ...
i think tooo much ..
i din ..
i din ..
i din ..
i no mood..
i am tired..
i dunwan to know..
n i dunwan to care jor...
Danny told me tat ..
you said ...
i think tooo much ..
i din ..
i din ..
i din ..
i no mood..
i am tired..
i dunwan to know..
n i dunwan to care jor...
sweet night ^^
yesterday ..
eh ...NO!
is this morning~
haha..2am..
i din slp ..haha...
k ...guess wad?
lol~Danny on9~!!
haahaa~
ask him y so late...
he said he chattin wif a girl..
k lo~*jelez jor *
lol~jk jk
so...he was accompanying me for the whole night~
i din slp actually~
i on9 ..from 2am ..until 4 sumting..
n...Danny ask me to slp~
okok~i slp...XD
but ..i reli cant slp..n kip rollin on the bed...
anyway ...thank you for accompany me the whole night..
i was nt alone..^^
thank you ~
anyway ...
goin to tel my readers here...
i din win anything~
but ..i am nt sad at all!
coz..i went there to get experience ..n i had a lot of fun!!
ahha~
anyway ...
i nid to thank you for dear dude,Danny.XD
love,yuxuan~
eh ...NO!
is this morning~
haha..2am..
i din slp ..haha...
k ...guess wad?
lol~Danny on9~!!
haahaa~
ask him y so late...
he said he chattin wif a girl..
k lo~*jelez jor *
lol~jk jk
so...he was accompanying me for the whole night~
i din slp actually~
i on9 ..from 2am ..until 4 sumting..
n...Danny ask me to slp~
okok~i slp...XD
but ..i reli cant slp..n kip rollin on the bed...
anyway ...thank you for accompany me the whole night..
i was nt alone..^^
thank you ~
anyway ...
goin to tel my readers here...
i din win anything~
but ..i am nt sad at all!
coz..i went there to get experience ..n i had a lot of fun!!
ahha~
anyway ...
i nid to thank you for dear dude,Danny.XD
love,yuxuan~
Sunday, May 9, 2010
random night
juz now...12 something~
my com dc ard..
ooopss...
my dad off it !
haiz..wadeva dun care...
go slp~
erm..wen wei n tian you ...
sry a~haha
n thn ~
i gp slp~
n till now...
2 :26 am ..
ok...i cant slp...
so ...
i on again!
woohoo~
internet works...
haha~so,cum n post something here..
haha~
okok~
wanna find some nformation for 2day science quiz..
yeah~haha
2day !
gtg~
love,yu xuan
my com dc ard..
ooopss...
my dad off it !
haiz..wadeva dun care...
go slp~
erm..wen wei n tian you ...
sry a~haha
n thn ~
i gp slp~
n till now...
2 :26 am ..
ok...i cant slp...
so ...
i on again!
woohoo~
internet works...
haha~so,cum n post something here..
haha~
okok~
wanna find some nformation for 2day science quiz..
yeah~haha
2day !
gtg~
love,yu xuan
彩虹,感觉~
“爸爸,好美丽的彩虹啊!”
呵呵。。这个是我小时候看到彩虹的时候。
呵呵。。这个是我小时候看到彩虹的时候。
彩虹真的很美
以前的我,
每当下雨后,
会探头窗外~
是否有彩虹?
我很期待彩虹的出现,
因为彩虹是让我脸上有笑容的东西,
很感谢主,创造一个这么漂亮,美好的东西^^
以前看到的彩虹,
是多么的美~
是短暂的美~
是短暂的美~
虽然短暂,
但我很喜欢,
也会很开心!!
现在,
不像以前那样了。。
不再对彩虹有那么感兴趣,
也觉得彩虹没有那么美了,
那个彩虹,
不再像我以前看到的那么漂亮。
这一切,是因我的年龄?
是因我的思想?
是因我的成熟性?
还是因为我的情绪?
我的心情?
我不知道~
希望。。。
有朝一日,
我看到彩虹的时候,
我会从拾回以前的那种感觉。。
这个是我的最后一次~^^谢谢
"不是
是他自己要的
我累了
我有其他事烦了
不用再烦我和他的事了
已经没有东西可以烦了"
我和你,最后的谈话,
就到此结束了。
我没有reply你,
是因为,
我不想再打扰你了,
你跟我说,
你还有其他事烦,
我就已经在骂我自己了,
对不起,
我知道我说多少个对不起,
都没有用的拉。
我不会再打扰你,
但,你不要忘记,
你,还有我这个朋友在关心你,担心你的,
你,要好好保重咯!
虽然我不知道你发生什么事情,
也不要求你告诉我,
我只是希望你,
好像我跟你说的,
笑口常开!
我真的希望你是开心,
不是,是喜乐!
或许,你当我只是一个很普通的朋友,
或许你会觉得我跟本没有这个资格来关心你的,
那,无所谓,
因为我对每一个朋友都是这样。
不管你怎样对待我,
我对待你的方式是不会改变的。
我真的很希望你能快快解决你的事情,
变回开开心心的你!
我也会靠着上帝的力量~
解决我自己的问题,
我会自己解决,
我不会再烦你,
因为,你已经帮了我很多,
我也不会再找你了,
因为,我根本没有帮到你。。
对不起。。
还有,
最重要的,
谢谢你!
是他自己要的
我累了
我有其他事烦了
不用再烦我和他的事了
已经没有东西可以烦了"
我和你,最后的谈话,
就到此结束了。
我没有reply你,
是因为,
我不想再打扰你了,
你跟我说,
你还有其他事烦,
我就已经在骂我自己了,
对不起,
我知道我说多少个对不起,
都没有用的拉。
我不会再打扰你,
但,你不要忘记,
你,还有我这个朋友在关心你,担心你的,
你,要好好保重咯!
虽然我不知道你发生什么事情,
也不要求你告诉我,
我只是希望你,
好像我跟你说的,
笑口常开!
我真的希望你是开心,
不是,是喜乐!
或许,你当我只是一个很普通的朋友,
或许你会觉得我跟本没有这个资格来关心你的,
那,无所谓,
因为我对每一个朋友都是这样。
不管你怎样对待我,
我对待你的方式是不会改变的。
我真的很希望你能快快解决你的事情,
变回开开心心的你!
我也会靠着上帝的力量~
解决我自己的问题,
我会自己解决,
我不会再烦你,
因为,你已经帮了我很多,
我也不会再找你了,
因为,我根本没有帮到你。。
对不起。。
还有,
最重要的,
谢谢你!
take k ...
i saw u 2day ..
u seems like better^^
fortunately u din go tat day ...
if nt ...
i reli dunno wad will happen..
anyway ..u ..take k!
u seems like better^^
fortunately u din go tat day ...
if nt ...
i reli dunno wad will happen..
anyway ..u ..take k!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
空虚的空虚~
我发觉我好像住在北极那样~
每个在我身边的人好像冷落我了~
我这几个月开始~
我觉得我每一天过到很空虚阿~
我,很大压力!
我很想哭出来!
今天打鼓的时候。。
我真的很想哭~~
我觉得我自己做什么都做得不好~
觉得自己好像很笨这样。。。T.T
我到底该怎么办?!
他到底发生什么事?
为什么又对我这么冷淡?
难道真的意味着我放下吗?
今天,打鼓的时候,我突然间看到青春路~
然后我翻开一页。。
那一页,好像是上帝要跟我说的话~
感谢主!!!
不管怎样,我真的很想哭。。
每天在学校的压力,在父母亲给的压力,在教会所给的压力。。
我怕我有一天会承受不住。。。
但,我很开心的。。
是因为~ 上帝与我同在!
love,yuxuan.....
每个在我身边的人好像冷落我了~
我这几个月开始~
我觉得我每一天过到很空虚阿~
我,很大压力!
我很想哭出来!
今天打鼓的时候。。
我真的很想哭~~
我觉得我自己做什么都做得不好~
觉得自己好像很笨这样。。。T.T
我到底该怎么办?!
他到底发生什么事?
为什么又对我这么冷淡?
难道真的意味着我放下吗?
今天,打鼓的时候,我突然间看到青春路~
然后我翻开一页。。
那一页,好像是上帝要跟我说的话~
感谢主!!!
不管怎样,我真的很想哭。。
每天在学校的压力,在父母亲给的压力,在教会所给的压力。。
我怕我有一天会承受不住。。。
但,我很开心的。。
是因为~ 上帝与我同在!
love,yuxuan.....
Thursday, May 6, 2010
i wan to cry out!!
T.T
if have chance..
i wan to cry ..
cry out all my pressure..T.T
i reli lots of pressure n i lack of time!!
T.T
ok~
i am a pengawas..sumore is a bendahari T.T
i am pengerusi for badminton..T.T
i am a member of iltizam ..T.T
i still dunno my St.John result...T.T
i have science quiz nx monday ..T.T
i will havin 3 lawatans...T.T
i still nt finish my name list yt...T.T
i still nt finish my BI oral..T.T
i still nt finish yt my Sivik,Geo and Sej foilio..T.T
i still nt finish yt start my ICT project T.T
i still nt finish yt my seni..T.T
T.T..i have too much pressure jor !!
i wan to cry a!!!T.T
T.T
haiz...
y form two life sooooo bz!?!?
i miss my primary skul life n form 1 life...T.T
i miss it alot!!T.T
2day ..my mom scolded me..
n told me sumtings T.T
i have no choice a~
tat is my interest ...i hope i can learn.
that's it!!
i wan to learn!!!!
T.T
haiz...a lot of sad things happen to me,..
hope one day ..
there will b a person ..
can share n solve wif me..T.T
love,
yuxuan
if have chance..
i wan to cry ..
cry out all my pressure..T.T
i reli lots of pressure n i lack of time!!
T.T
ok~
i am a pengawas..sumore is a bendahari T.T
i am pengerusi for badminton..T.T
i am a member of iltizam ..T.T
i still dunno my St.John result...T.T
i have science quiz nx monday ..T.T
i will havin 3 lawatans...T.T
i still nt finish my name list yt...T.T
i still nt finish my BI oral..T.T
i still nt finish yt my Sivik,Geo and Sej foilio..T.T
i still nt finish yt start my ICT project T.T
i still nt finish yt my seni..T.T
T.T..i have too much pressure jor !!
i wan to cry a!!!T.T
T.T
haiz...
y form two life sooooo bz!?!?
i miss my primary skul life n form 1 life...T.T
i miss it alot!!T.T
2day ..my mom scolded me..
n told me sumtings T.T
i have no choice a~
tat is my interest ...i hope i can learn.
that's it!!
i wan to learn!!!!
T.T
haiz...a lot of sad things happen to me,..
hope one day ..
there will b a person ..
can share n solve wif me..T.T
love,
yuxuan
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
form two life suckz!
i am soo tired..
so bz ..
form two life is sooo bz..
T.T
i wanna faint jor la..
haiz..
so many presentation..
so many folios...
so many hw..
T.T
so bz ..
form two life is sooo bz..
T.T
i wanna faint jor la..
haiz..
so many presentation..
so many folios...
so many hw..
T.T
Monday, May 3, 2010
should i trust u ?
i dunno how's ur person ..
i reli dunno~
i dunno wanna trust u or nt?
i reli dunno ..T.T
i reli dunno~
i dunno wanna trust u or nt?
i reli dunno ..T.T
When will the real rainbow appears?
Sky is still blue..
Grass is still green..
My heart still beating..
.....
.....
.....
yeah~i am still alive..n i am still Yu Xuan..
i still the same..
WHY?? why nowadays..i cant feel the happiness around me?
why i cant feel any feelings around me?
why ..i feel i am nt exist in this world?
sorry Lord...T.T
i feel like i am getting not close wif God...
i feel i am not holding His hand...
i feel like..i am not HAPPY at all!!
Why?!
.....
.....
.....
while i look up to the sky at night~
the stars are blinking ~
and they are so shiny..
and they looks very happy ^^
i cant feel ..they r juz a reflection of me..
the pass years of me...T.T
...
...
...
Teenage life is nt fun at all!
a lot of problems..
n makes me cant find myself..
i lost..i really lost...
i prayed..
n i am waiting for God's answers..
i know..He will let me know..
this nid time...
i noe..
i fAITH in you ...
Lord..i am sorry ...T.T
for me..now still Yu Xuan..
but ..
................................the real one..or the fake one?
even myself also dunno..
i juz hope..
everyone besides me..
always happy
God bless you all ...
love,
CYX
Grass is still green..
My heart still beating..
.....
.....
.....
yeah~i am still alive..n i am still Yu Xuan..
i still the same..
WHY?? why nowadays..i cant feel the happiness around me?
why i cant feel any feelings around me?
why ..i feel i am nt exist in this world?
sorry Lord...T.T
i feel like i am getting not close wif God...
i feel i am not holding His hand...
i feel like..i am not HAPPY at all!!
Why?!
.....
.....
.....
while i look up to the sky at night~
the stars are blinking ~
and they are so shiny..
and they looks very happy ^^
i cant feel ..they r juz a reflection of me..
the pass years of me...T.T
...
...
...
Teenage life is nt fun at all!
a lot of problems..
n makes me cant find myself..
i lost..i really lost...
i prayed..
n i am waiting for God's answers..
i know..He will let me know..
this nid time...
i noe..
i fAITH in you ...
Lord..i am sorry ...T.T
for me..now still Yu Xuan..
but ..
................................the real one..or the fake one?
even myself also dunno..
i juz hope..
everyone besides me..
always happy
God bless you all ...
love,
CYX
penat gila~tapi..epi je^^
2day sooo tired...
T.T
woke up at six..go skul at six forty-five..in the morning~
until seven o clock in the evening~
anyway la...
happy je~XD
penat gila..
tido dlu ah~
night guys...
ILTIZAM ROCKS!!!!
♥,
yu xuan ~^^
T.T
woke up at six..go skul at six forty-five..in the morning~
until seven o clock in the evening~
anyway la...
happy je~XD
penat gila..
tido dlu ah~
night guys...
ILTIZAM ROCKS!!!!
♥,
yu xuan ~^^
who care abt me!?!?
大家都顾虑他们的朋友~
那。。我呢?!
T.T
一次又一次,让我觉得我很透明咯!
家里~父母亲生气,骂我,我把当成是出气筒!
教会~给人家骂~还要我忍!
学校,你心情不好就骂我!
什么哦?!
你们全部都有人顾虑~你们大完咯!!
是拉~
哭有什么用?!!?
可是。有顾虑到我吗?
每天。。我只是在那边忍。。
我很无辜的阿!!
我也很不好受的阿!
你以为给你们骂~是我自己拿来的阿?!
我不会再哭!为你们哭~太浪费我的眼泪了!!!!
那。。我呢?!
T.T
一次又一次,让我觉得我很透明咯!
家里~父母亲生气,骂我,我把当成是出气筒!
教会~给人家骂~还要我忍!
学校,你心情不好就骂我!
什么哦?!
你们全部都有人顾虑~你们大完咯!!
是拉~
哭有什么用?!!?
可是。有顾虑到我吗?
每天。。我只是在那边忍。。
我很无辜的阿!!
我也很不好受的阿!
你以为给你们骂~是我自己拿来的阿?!
我不会再哭!为你们哭~太浪费我的眼泪了!!!!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
had a quite bad day T.T
好想打华语。。
唉~两天一夜的营会。。
就这么结束了。。T.T
好快啊!
真的。。今天我很不开心。。
添佑。。sry 。。不是说解决到你的问题
你也不要想太多拉~
或许是你的错觉阿?你也不要管他拉~
我会为你祷告的!^^
Joel..或许你面对的问题我不会解决
不过我相信上帝会帮你的
你,加油咯!
今天,我们练歌和练舞。。
我很想生气了~
因为,园丰因为一点点的失败。。
而认定输。。
而随随便便~
的排一个舞。。。
算了,你要怎样就怎样~
我照着做就对了。。
过后我们玩captain ball
过后,我教堂外面坐着。。
想了很多东西。。
如果,我没有出现在这个教会,BB和教会会是怎样的呢?
如果,我是一个很安静的纡萱。。这个BB又会怎样的?
如果,我什么都不参与~又会怎样?
我想了很多很多。。
觉得自己。。很吵。。
我看~我觉得。。
我应该变安静一点~
因为。。
吵闹的纡萱~只会给大家带来烦恼。。
安静的纡萱。。会不会给大家带来平静?
我不知道。。。
唉~两天一夜的营会。。
就这么结束了。。T.T
好快啊!
真的。。今天我很不开心。。
添佑。。sry 。。不是说解决到你的问题
你也不要想太多拉~
或许是你的错觉阿?你也不要管他拉~
我会为你祷告的!^^
Joel..或许你面对的问题我不会解决
不过我相信上帝会帮你的
你,加油咯!
今天,我们练歌和练舞。。
我很想生气了~
因为,园丰因为一点点的失败。。
而认定输。。
而随随便便~
的排一个舞。。。
算了,你要怎样就怎样~
我照着做就对了。。
过后我们玩captain ball
过后,我教堂外面坐着。。
想了很多东西。。
如果,我没有出现在这个教会,BB和教会会是怎样的呢?
如果,我是一个很安静的纡萱。。这个BB又会怎样的?
如果,我什么都不参与~又会怎样?
我想了很多很多。。
觉得自己。。很吵。。
我看~我觉得。。
我应该变安静一点~
因为。。
吵闹的纡萱~只会给大家带来烦恼。。
安静的纡萱。。会不会给大家带来平静?
我不知道。。。
Saturday, May 1, 2010
lala~
heehee
juz came bek from church ..
quite fun..but kinda wastin time...
ok~1st day
i went there wif my new hair cut...
my new fringe..- -
eveyone used my fringe as a topid...*sigh
anyway ..i nid to thank you for some ppl...
thank you Joel for tokin wif me tat night outside the church there..
though v juz tok abt half way ...
but is ok~
coz i noe v will have another time...
n ..sry a^^
thx vivian n amy^^ haha
u guys..also help me alot^^
n thn..at night ~
Rae,Nate,Guan Fung ,Thiam Hee and me...chat at night 2gether...
n thn ..v chat until~4 oclock~
woah~anywya ok ok lo~
nx day ~
morning ..so many ppl kacau me when i was slping..XD
anyway ...wake up juz in time^^
lalala~
haiz..so sien after the marchin...
so regret tat i din bring my hw...
anyway ..it is a gud morning for me...
n thn..v played captain ball!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!
but...a girl arrived..
i reli a bit beh song tat girl..
while playin ..she did those things..tat i cant stand of it..
haiz..dun care...
plz change ur attitude... !
n plz change ur way while tokin
n ...maybe i dunno u much!!
but..ur attitude...is so...bad!
juz came bek from church ..
quite fun..but kinda wastin time...
ok~1st day
i went there wif my new hair cut...
my new fringe..- -
eveyone used my fringe as a topid...*sigh
anyway ..i nid to thank you for some ppl...
thank you Joel for tokin wif me tat night outside the church there..
though v juz tok abt half way ...
but is ok~
coz i noe v will have another time...
n ..sry a^^
thx vivian n amy^^ haha
u guys..also help me alot^^
n thn..at night ~
Rae,Nate,Guan Fung ,Thiam Hee and me...chat at night 2gether...
n thn ..v chat until~4 oclock~
woah~anywya ok ok lo~
nx day ~
morning ..so many ppl kacau me when i was slping..XD
anyway ...wake up juz in time^^
lalala~
haiz..so sien after the marchin...
so regret tat i din bring my hw...
anyway ..it is a gud morning for me...
n thn..v played captain ball!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!
but...a girl arrived..
i reli a bit beh song tat girl..
while playin ..she did those things..tat i cant stand of it..
haiz..dun care...
plz change ur attitude... !
n plz change ur way while tokin
n ...maybe i dunno u much!!
but..ur attitude...is so...bad!
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