Sky is still blue..
Grass is still green..
My heart still beating..
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yeah~i am still alive..n i am still Yu Xuan..
i still the same..
WHY?? why nowadays..i cant feel the happiness around me?
why i cant feel any feelings around me?
why ..i feel i am nt exist in this world?
sorry Lord...T.T
i feel like i am getting not close wif God...
i feel i am not holding His hand...
i feel like..i am not HAPPY at all!!
Why?!
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while i look up to the sky at night~
the stars are blinking ~
and they are so shiny..
and they looks very happy ^^
i cant feel ..they r juz a reflection of me..
the pass years of me...T.T
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Teenage life is nt fun at all!
a lot of problems..
n makes me cant find myself..
i lost..i really lost...
i prayed..
n i am waiting for God's answers..
i know..He will let me know..
this nid time...
i noe..
i fAITH in you ...
Lord..i am sorry ...T.T
for me..now still Yu Xuan..
but ..
................................the real one..or the fake one?
even myself also dunno..
i juz hope..
everyone besides me..
always happy
God bless you all ...
love,
CYX
