我选择坦白

经过几年的痛苦后
我选择了面对
也选择了坦白
我觉得我应该对我一个好朋友坦白了
为了他，我觉得我几乎和这个朋友翻脸
所以
我选择对这个朋友坦白
我选择告诉你所有事情
无论是什么
我都要告诉你
我不想对你隐瞒事情了
我觉得是时候对他说了
这样对我，对你，对他都好
我选择面对
就是要对自己残忍
对自己残忍
我才不会越踩越深~
上帝，
我知道
你了解我
所以
我相信
我一定能自己起来的！！
纡萱，大家都很关心你，很担心你！

my missing full stop

Life..
what is life??
2day...Courtney and Miau Ling teacher..
taught me lots of this...
n yea..i am searching my missing full stop
i wan to end ur the story ..
Hope so...........


i wan to end up the story happily...
i hope is a nice ending~
i wont hurt anybody..
including my own self..
i nid time to search the missing full stop~~
i know..no matter how i delete his thing ..
i still the same..
i nid to face it!
so..i choose FACE it!
n i chooosee nt to delete everything abt him..
coz..
i wanna treat those as nothing..
NOTHING!!
i dunwan to know things more abt him..
i din block u in msn..i din delete u in Fb..
i wan to learn self-control..
i know i may be wont able to do it..
but as long as i LEARN!
i noe i will think of him~
but i will make myself nt to think of him..
so..
my life..is full of...刺激性...
i nid to challange alot of things..
i nid to let go alot of things..
i nid to learn alot of things..
yea,wif God's power ..
i may have a nice n meaningful life...
Thx Lord...
let me have a wonderful n meaningful life...
******************************************************************************

St.John activity~

I am exhausted!
soo tired...
Sri Watan n Carrefour~
T__T
so tired ler..my leg...so pain..T__T
walk for 6 hours...T__T
sold quite lot lo..
abt~~~ RM400~
quite happy n fun ~
^^
n yea...
my team...
sumting happened...
thing tat i cant believe tat happen in my life..
i mean...in my eye....T__T
sooo real!!!

friday

okok~
guess wad?!
2day is Friday!!
haha~
2moro sat~i am going to carefour ampang to sell stickers..
for St.John~
n ...
Sunday is cuming~
i am super duper damn freaking missss my church frens!!
heehee..k
have to do my folio~
gtg~
bye

happy bday joel

hmmm...
TADA!! theres a birthday boy name..JOEL!!
haha~cute,hensem,kind.nice,brave,unique,beautiful.awesome,frenly,fierce Bro~XDXD
he;s bday today ..
though i noe..i am nt the 1st one who wish him
n ..dun hv the chance to delebrate wif him..
but..still...
he still my important fren~AHAHA
happy bday ya^^
so..here's his photo~lol
so yeng right?XDXD Happy Birthday~Joel^^
hey ...wad i wan to say ..i said ard...
juz...
thank you sooo much ..
是你，
让我重拾对上帝的信心
让我走在主的道！
是你，
让我更认识神~
让我更依靠神~
也让我更爱神~
谢谢你！
你老了拉，
加油拉！
谢谢啦！
记得别欺负我哦！！
haha..
Happy Birthday!!



with love,
yu xuan ~

my results~

haiz..
finally,
my results out
6A2B
2 B which is BM n BC- -
k..BM One more mark can gt A! hope teacher gv markah kesian lo
BC..this time CHInese super duper difficult! highest juz 78~
n i gt 69T__T
so sad....~haiz...
wadeva..i satisfied wif my marks coz i gt improve~
but..my Chinese...haiz..
wanna cry ..T__T

wad a bad newsT__T

parts of the results came out~
haizz...
BM-B T__T
Geo-A
Maths-A
BI-A
Science-A
Seni - A
KH- A


haiz..wad a bad news..T__T
my BM..1 more mark can gt A!!
but...haiz..
i wan markah kesian ler...
teacher..plz la...
haizz....
i nid A !!
wad a bad news for me..
2day ..i am super duper sad!!!

God's amazing creation^^

heehee

i smiled^^

this make me smiled!!^^

guess wad?

rainbow+sunset in Penang!!

i found it in ..sum BB member's album!

sooo nice^^

i like this sooo much^^

i hope i can again~~~~~

teehee^^

love,

rainbow lover^^

一切都是时候画句号了

是的

我

由想起他那可爱的脸孔

唉

我不笑了

是痛了

放心

我没有流泪

因为

我不会再为他流泪

因为

为了一个不值得我去喜欢的人而伤害自己

成何体统？！

Joel

你不要骂我

这个真的

真的

是我最后最后一次想他

是真的最后一次

真的最后一次。。。。。

主啊！

或许是圣灵的关系吧！

每当听圣歌

都处处感动我的心

触摸到我的心

谢谢主赐给我勇气，决心和绝心

主！谢谢你~

你的女儿一定会回来的！

一切都过到很慢~
回头一望，

发现了

我竟然为了他

浪费很多时间

浪费很多力气

浪费很多睡眠

浪费很多眼泪

他避开我

我也无话可说

时间，信心，耐心，决心

我希望我们还是朋友

我不奢望什么

也不期望什么

只希望

我们还是朋友

身边的朋友

教会的朋友

学校的朋友

因为他

我忽略了你们

尤其是文薇和婷薇

对不起

有时候我摆臭脸或不理你们

真的很对不起

原谅我

好吗？？

慧 ,Joel ,丰，丝，薇

对不起

有时候我们烦，很吵

是因为我在释放我的痛苦

这是我的方式

对不起

制造那么多噪音给你们

原谅我

父母

对不起

有时候顶嘴

是因为太多东西烦

尤其是他的东西

有时候

找你们发泄

对不起

上帝啊！

无论我多不乖

无论我怎样失败

无论我怎样做不好

你从不离弃我！

你依然爱我，守护我

你那看不见却很温暖的双手

又再次的牵起我的手

无论路上有什么狂风暴雨

你都是我的避难所....

这是我最后一次为他写的post..

想念他

也只有这一次

也是最后一次

不会再有下次

统统属于他的东西

都一律delete完！

什么都不留下来

曾纡萱！

上帝已经给你力量了！

Joel已经给你劝告了！

文薇已经给你足够的支持与关心了！

快放下拉！！

放下拉！！

好了，

这个post 要结束了

我和他的故事

也是时候结束了(.)

love,
C.Y.X

是时候醒了，曾纡萱！！

面对任何困难、事实
面对的时候是以上帝的力量去面对
求上帝、寻找祂
因祂是你的创造者
祂比世上任何一个人更了解你
祂是你的天父
祂比任何人都爱你
即使世上人不喜欢你、不爱你、不要你，怎样都好
祂一定会爱你、看顾你、保护你、要你。。。
因为
曾纡萱
你是祂孩子


有个朋友，
他跟我说了这番话，
我真的觉得自己很没有用，
也跟感谢这位朋友那么了解我
起初，我真的选择逃避，
但是我感谢他，
给了我这番话，
让我觉得上帝真的很爱我
我也觉得我一离弃了上帝，
如今，我又回到他的身边~
上帝啊！ 感谢你^^
上帝，你何等的伟大啊！
上帝，求你陪我走，
走那坎坷的路！
无论路上多么的狂风暴雨，
你都会保护我！！
上帝，谢谢你..我爱你。。。
主啊！感谢主！！！！



感谢主，在我身边放了一个这么重要的朋友，
他，无时无刻都在我身旁，
无时无刻都给我帮助，
感谢他，
他真的是我重要的朋友，
因为没有他，
我或许不会那么理智，
或许跟上帝，
已经毫不认识了。。
谢谢你~


醒啦！！ 纡萱！！！

anti-love songs

i hate love songs now..
dun eva sing love songs infront of me..
no matter who ..
even Justin Bieber also NO!!
i wan to post abt BB pesta..
but i am nt free..
wil post ltr..
ASAP~
NO love songs..please..no...
i dunwan anymore...haizzzz

i'm back ..ROCK YOU!

ROCK YOU !!
haha..
yea,i am back ^^
i miss penang alot now..
2moro or thursday i will post the 4-day-3-night camp ...
2nite ..i am reli very tired ..
n yea...my charger gone...
i cant charge phone..T_T
CRAP!! manny pimples!!
T_T sun block fault
n yea,Viks n Danny went HK T_T
i am jelez!!!!!!
i miss penang frens,JB frens ,Sarawak n sabah frens..T_T
i hope nx pesta cum faster....

BB pesta

haha..
say bye-bye to my homeworks and folios..
XD
yes..BB pesta ! here i cum ^^
heehee...
woohoo^^
i cant wait to go ...
but... i will miss my com alot!!teehee...^^
oh yeah ...
shop post for 2day ..
juz wanna say ..
i have no mood ler...T_T
aiyo!! nid slp le..ltr nt enuf semagat~haha...
hey ..
BB GAMBATEH!!

my heart is melting...

yes..i am missing you ...
haiz..but no choice..
i cant control myself..
sorry to myself ..tat i cant do it ..
haiz...sry Lord...
anyway ..
nowadays..i mention in FB...
i reli bcum more abnormal ...
SMKTK ...reli loads of problems...TT
frenship ~studies~teachers~societies~~
n so on..reli a lot of things...
i try nt to think of it .
but ..u guys reli make me suffer n more headache..
i like quiet nowadays...
silent is nice...
silent gives me a space to have a deep breath...
2 more days...
BB pesta is cuming~~
i duno y ..
my msn pm ..put BB pesta cuming ^^ yeah ^^
but my heart is still normal..
ntg special..
i am nt happy wif it..
dunno y ..
maybe of my mood..n the problems i faced...
i hope during the pesta..
i may share my things..n also ask for help wif sum who r elder thn me...
i hope they will help me..^^
anyway ..
sry SMKTK...
maybe ...i was wrong...
but ....i reli cant find wad i wrong..
or maybe bcoz of my changing..
bcoz of this..
i knoe..all bcoz of him...
haiz..he ruined my life...
sry frens....
n sry my church frens....
i reli hope u guys noe me..forgive me...
i noe wad shud i do ..
n wad i am goin to do ...
but ..bcoz of him..
i reli cant control myself..
n i cant even do everything well..
haiz..when this heavy load wif go away??
y i still dun wan to let go ??
the answer still in my heart ...
but my heart...still kip quiet ..
my heart dun wan to tel me..TT
HEART,plz tel me....


love,yu xuan

PD trip~

Howdy fren^^
i juz came bek from PD with the KRK-ians..^^
friday v went there n we had a great time^^
n ...i reli relexed!
coz..my fren who din cum for two months..
...CAME!!
oh ~NO~~
XD
luckily after my swimming...haha
so...in my room..
reli 1 MALYSIA...
coz...
KIrba( indian ) ,Amy and me ( chinese ) ,Syakirah ,Tassha and Batrisya ( malays)
haha..~
v had a great time at the hotel..
in the room...
swimming~
cyling~
lalala..and so on^^
but ..sumting happened to me..
thx yap for telling me..
i cant stand it..
n ..i sms to joel..
sry ..i disturb u again..
.........TT
anyway ..now i am back ..
n my exam fiinish..
ahem! this is nt the main point!
main point is...
HOLIDAYS!!
haha...
kk~photo photo phto!

while waiting for the bus~

syakirah n me^^

our room + form 1 room^^