wad he said..is always in my mind~

Yup
i din go skul 2day..
but ...
i still cant 4gt what he said..
haiz..
Yu xuan,
dun think so much la!

脆弱但很坚强的我

纡萱，
没有你想象的那么脆弱，
也没有你想象的那么坚强。

When i was little, my life was so simple and happy,
Why when v step into the path of teens,
n our lives bcm complicated and need to face a lot of problems?
I hate people who pretend to be friends but are actually betrayers!!


为什么？
爱情震得那么重要吗？
为什么一个两个，
一直跟我说他暗恋的人怎样怎样？
我不是不要听，
是，我真的会想很多东西。
或许，这是我自己的问题吧！

Time flows so fast
Gambateh to friends who will have PMR n SPM this year!


n , Yu Xuan,
Gambateh urself ,
wif nobody's help.....

*sigh

Nowadays my mood is nt tat good actually,
but i am very happy tat last sunday ,
my bro! Andrew Tan
i asked him help me to buy the bottle i wanted coz tat time he was at book fest..
but last Sunday , i din aspect tat he bought me 3 things!
which is
a key chain ( i love this, reli reli love this)
bubble gum ( i was surprised of it=D)
n my bottle!
this make me feel better n i am happy!=D
Anyway..
many things happen to me nowadays..
haiz...*sigh
i am alright
dun worry =D
juz...SMILE^^


2day..
went to church at abt 9 oclock
i am usher..kinda weird wif the coat@@
but at last , i refused to wear!
so kelam-kabut
well,everything was alright!
oh ya,
Joseph , Stop being so self-conscious..
3Js are cute, aint u =D
had a nice day today ,
BB..
play cap ball..
Kezheng also play..haha
hope can play wif u next time la!
anyway ..cant wait for the next week!
go uncle samuel's house swimming!!! teehee
wait !XD


oh ya, thx Lord for healing my sis..
she is better now ^^


n , haiz...i cant go this year end de camp
SAD TT
haiz...


i hope spm finish~
i miss Hui Hui, Joel, Xiao sze , Thiam chi n so on..
i miss them!

这。。还算BB 吗？

今天是星期日，
有 BB
BB不是一个有纪律的团体吗？
为何stuff sgt 不遵守哦？
明明是casual,就是要BB的衣服，不能带手表。
理应应该罚bumping20下，
而且stuff sgt 不是应该X 4吗？
好啦，就不要说x4..
也应该是Fall In 的时候罚的阿。。
为何一定要fall out 的时候呢?
怕丢脸？怕给人笑？怕就遵守咯！
算了，一个两个stuff sgt都是这样，
两个都互相帮忙！
需要这样吗？
我们是一个团体来的阿，
况且，
你们头来的阿！
怕在很多人面前bumping就遵守咯！
罚bumping也罚到那么不甘愿!
需要这样吗？
我真的很想骂下去，
可是算了，
我不想跟你吵，
费时浪费我口水！
我真的忍了你很久~
需要做stuff sgt做到这样吗？
好歹也给我们一个榜样！
难道BB没有晓薇，慧慧，Joel..他们就乱七八糟吗？？
我很想念你们，
你们几时回来。。TT..

还好我生命中有你

我很想哭
我没有你们想象中的坚强
我真的很难控制
我真的很想哭
我真的是这样吗？
我可否选择不去面对你们？
我难道只能这样吗？
但是
我很开心的
是
唯有他了解我
谢谢！

Have a super duper fun trip wif Man's Family

Yo blog~ i soo miss here..
oh ya, my keyboard is full wif dust due to i am nt quite"active" using com nowadays..
teehee..yea..went a trip wif Man's family after the day we went for a movie...
ok~ actually..tat day was Thursday..
As a gud student , i HAVE to go for tuition class in the afternoon..no choice wad~xD
thn, actuallt the adults dicided to depart on Friday
but i persuaded my parents go on Thursday~
oh yes.. i success!!xD
coz..i wan to PLAY ! teehee
ok..hmm..1st day of all~
v depart at 10 sumting~
n arrive at my grandma's house ( Bkt Tinggi) at abt 12 sumting~
thn...v had pur supper ~ MCD..
ok..i ate a Big Mac..yeah ..
Big Mac..but everyone was saying like,.Big Mac aint BIG...xD
Henrick n my dad ate tat too~
anyway ... sure will have nice night tonight~taha!
so fun la!
oh ya..2night gotta chor di wif HEnrick...*woohoo..
oh ya, while having MCD..
i will never never 4gt the nuggets..LOL

While At McD

Hmm..v slept abt 3 sumting..
i cant reli slp ~ coz...
i slp wif Esca n My sis...
n..its was too dark the room..
n ..i was afriad of dark..
n ... i cant slp ~
so..i was rolling on th bed until 5 sumting thn i slp..
n ..thn woke up at 11 sumting~ yea~ 11 sumting~ almost 12 ..
but..i am nt the last one!
HENRICK was the last one~tahaha!
oh ya..have my " brunch" tat can called as lunch~xD
thn..woohoo! Genting time !
lalalalal~
ok~ oh no!
its ...CROWDED! but..
when v arrive..
first thing~
v went to have....
FLYING COASTER!
yup..me n Henrick~xD
i am nt sked of tat ~coz this was my 2nd time..
but Henrick was very sked abt tat..
but i persuade him n lied to him tat the flying coaster was nt very fast~
at last ~ he went on it~
n..after tat..
he was like punch me or kucik me for lying to him
Wahaha!

Flying coaster , i will cm bek!! ( HEnrick ~Ngek Ngek Ngek!)

Oh ya,after playing n had fun at Genting..

we went to 林梧桐纪念馆visit...

oh ya..n ..v went to see ..the wad hell thing..

DUH.. it was sooo dark n horrible..

n tat HEnrick kip scaring me n he sked himself too..= =

but..it was too dark n i was tooo afraid so..

lastly..i refuse to watch ...

n after tat ..

FIREWORKS!

WOW..so nice n beautiful~

yeaH~

after our dinner ...or maybe can say as supper( coz its 11 sumting)

after tat, v went home n CHOR DI wif henrick..= =

yea..late night still chor di..

but..nt very late..2 oclock v r on the bed ..

SLP! xD

2night i can slp~ coz ..LIGHT on!teehee

next day ..i wake up at 12 ..

hmm..late morning but early noon!xD

my parents n gandparents went to Bentong

n ..me n my sis n Man's family stay at house..

due to me , henrick's dad n henrick still slping~

n yea..when the time i woke..Henrick still on bed~lalalala!!

after tat ..in the afternoon go swimming! haha~

oh shoot= =

my fren came tat day! sooo gek !

but..i dun care~still go play in the pool~

n yea...stupid Henrick man...kip bullying me NON-Stop..

i will balas dendam ~xD

ok~ after our swim n dinner~

v went home..

n guess wad?

Camie, Esca n Henrick stay at my house for 1 night!

woohoo~ sooo nice n fun ler!

v watch "journey to the west " n slp abt 3 oclock..

n ..v slp at the dining room ~haha...

n woke up at 9 sumting

for going church ..

n have a nice day at church ..

n yea..i will miss those times wif HEnrick's family !

i hope v can go next time~

teehee

Part of the dining room~


Henrick wif the cow n my sleeping bag on sofa~**

I love my holidays..

Love,

Yu Xuan

Holidays are wonderful!!

Yo! My fifth day of my Holidays!
wooHoo!!
which is Watch Movie wif Man's family!
ok~ hmm..okk..
coz of children so..
i HAVE to watch " Cats and Dags"
n gv up my Step Up, Grown Up n vampire suck..
fine...
since i had great time wif them!=D
oh ya...Andrew went book fest again~ TT
Hate him la~ din ask me go but sms me !!
but still nid thank him ~teehee!^^
oh ya~
after my movie..
i went Yam CHar wif them..
OK!!!
these are photos..
kinda blur~

Esca Man ~( the cute one^^)

Henrick Man ( the one who likes to bully me )

Both Of them~ * nasi lemak n roti pisang








Henrick , Camie ( the pretty one) , Anuty Jennifer

Hmm..actually

the show is nt very very nice

juz ..simple..

but had great time wif THEM!!

especially the one who likes to bully me~

i juz knew what he scared of!xD

oh ~ maybe this friday or tomorrow will go bek to Pahang wif them also ~

Grandpa n grandma, i miss you all..^^

all for today ~kinda tired..

2moro tuition ~ bye!

Holidays!!!^^

what are you thinking abt?

can i know?

haiz..why am i doing now!!

CHan Yu Xuan!!!!

stop thiking liao la~

everything will b juz fine!!!

ok??

okok..

my 4th day of my holiday~

hmm..2day gt tuition~

n...yea~.TUITION!

after thn~ cm home..slpzzz

at night~

Andrew sms me..

n said tat he was in book fest T_T

he was the one who said tat he will go wif me..

but now..he went wif his frens..

FINe..

sms wif him..LOL..so many sms..

until my space for my msg is 95% full..

so delete..

n thn half way~ i dunwan reply le..

so..stop le...

2moro wil go watch movie wif Henrick's family!

sure will b very fun!

oh ya, after movie,
YAMCAH!xD

Yes! This friday going to Pahang with Henrick's family!

woohoo~ camie n Esca and Henrick . We ROck down the earth!!xD

I had planned everything!!=D

Happy holidays!!!

LOve, Yu xuan

因为你们的改变，我也改变了！

I feel like typing chinese today~ yea..
感谢上帝，
给了我这个宝贵的机会，
带我的朋友来。
宝丽、锦泉，伟源，森泉。
感谢上帝！
因为Change Your World，
我们的友谊好像更加好！
这不重要，最重要的，
是，我看到他们已经开始认识上帝了!
开始改变了！
第一个，我看到改变的是锦泉( Kevin Tan)..
他开始阅读圣经了阿！开始寻找上帝了！
也开始听上帝的诗歌！
阿门！感谢主哦！
第二个，宝丽！
也越来越信靠神了！
这一切都荣耀归给上帝啊！
他们的改变也让我改变了很多，
谢谢上帝，因为他给我的力量，
我才有能力带他们到那儿！
我希望他们会到教会，
和我一起
认识神，了解神，学习上帝的话语。
我希望我的路上有他们的陪伴！
上帝，求你赐我力量~
一切都恭恭敬敬的交托！
我相信，他们是你拣选的。。。。

Change your world reli changed my world!

CHANGE THE WORLD!!

Wooohooo!!

Yesterday was the day!!

i was sooo super duper happy~

i had brought my frens..

which is..

CHan poh lai, Kevin tan , Jasper tan and ivan yap!

After tat~ v went in the hall!

WOW.. is so damn cool!!

n yea~

wad a pity me..

i sat btwn Andrew Tan n Kevin Tan!

wow..i am Blessed!=D

But..nt as wad i thought~

i am nt blessed but fully-poked!!

Both of them kip bullying me n Poking me@_@

n gv me stupid nickname which is ..

Steam Fish ball..@_@

LOL...

I reli learned alot in this tour!

Dun let feelings control urself!

n i reli wana bcm a SEED!=D

coz of dint take any lunch or dinner..

so..i gt gastric tat night~

TT

sumo headache..

on the way home..

is quite suffer..but FUn!=D

i reli enjoyed alot!

My frens enjoyed alot too!

after tat, arrived church ~

thn mom cm fetch me..

Oh crap!

the gastric bcm WORSE!X.X

fetched poh lai n Kevin tan n Jasper tan home..

thx poh lai for ur concern~^^

n welcm la Kevin tan ~ ^^

Thx Lord for gving me this chance~

inviting my frens..

Thx lord!!!^^

2day!

went church ~

so happy ^^

teehee..

n thn ~ din go BB..

go book fest ~

so fun!

Bought Percy Jackson!

so fun !! woohoooo~

used up Rm 118~( mom juz gv me RM100)

i will go for the second time! i am going to buy EVERYTHING!=D

went home..

feel sooo tired..

but nt going to bed.

but on9! ^^

night~ went ouT have dinner..

DENG! my stomach gt gas..TT

pain!!><

oh! sumbody sms me..

KT, thx ya! i am better le!!

^^

n wow!! He study Bible n listen to christian songs after the CHANGE YOUR WORLD TOUR!

Thx Lord for gving me this chance to bring him to Your World!!

Amen!!^^