I miss my boyfriend =)

I miss my boyfriend. Wahahaha, dun think too far, we are here , on earth ,not on saturn. x) who is my boyfriend? xD haha, nola. It's just my childhood friend. Teehee, his name is XXX . I don't wanna post his pic here , coz i sked ppl will crush on him, u know , he is mine. xDDD *jk. Hmm, he is my boyfriend when i was small. =) He take good care of me, he understand me, he play with me, he teach me to do my homework..bla bla bla¬ Everyone called him , Yu xuan's boyfriend. bcoz we always together =)) haha¬ We really really close that time. Where he go, what he do, i sure will follow. x) He is a very nice guy, he is caring, and he sayang me also. =) teehee, when i was small, everyday he sure will buy something for me from school, and we will have lunch and dinner everyday , we will go out n play in the evening, play games together, talk kata hati 2gether..i miss those times we being together. =) Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, i really miss him. when i was standard 4 , he had to went to secondary school, and he was nt going to my baby sitter which is his auntie's house anymore. That time, the day he left, he gave me a key chain , up there written ' wait for me , no matter how long is it .. take care . ^o^ ' .. i was so touched when i received it.. but nobody knows that existance of the keychain..i kept it in a box..even now, still inside it. the day he left, we hug each other and did the pinky promise.. i cried that time but stop after crying for few minutes.. I still dun hv hp..and there was no FB yet..that's why, i cried."_" Time passes so fast. I din meet him for 4 years + . that day , last week , i saw him. He so lengzai n tall ard. =))) but, he forgot everything he promised that he said to me.. Those happy moments, will be the most precious memories for me, but him. We met that day , without any conversation, without any eye-to-eye connection.. i was looking at him, when he was nt looking at me, but i dunno whether did he look at me or not. I added him in FB and MSN. We din even chat once. maybe he 4gt abt me¬ i was really dissapointed..n i cried that day too. I went home, open my box, took out the keychain... different kind of feelings in me.. I cant control my tears .. n i cried again. those happy memories, will never never never never forget. i really miss him. I hope i can have his num. can call him¬ sms him¬.... nah, I really really miss him . TT i dont care, even it's just a 'hi'..i still happy with it. =)

I miss you..

I know u forget abt me..

but your promise...

please...

dun break your promise...

I really hope to meet u soon...

take care....

♥