烦! 烦！烦！

The sun is shining so bright, the sky so blue and the birds still tweeting on the branches... Yu xuan here , heart still beating, still breathing, still alive=) the only thing i hope to do it's make myself sick. NAH!!!! BUSY! BUSY!BUSY! Pressure! Pressure! Pressure! Homework! Homework! Homework! Kawad! Kawad! Kawad! Hot sun! Hot sun! Hot sun! ARGH! can i knock myself at the wall? I really hope i can skip school,for a week. T_T Seriously and honestly. I'm Pissed!!!! Everything just came together, clash together.. Everything just came at the same time. WHat i can do , it's just follow everything. Morning school, afternoon kawad, night tuition, midnight homework. THIS IS MY LIFE?! i dun wan this kind of life! It annoys me alot! MOst of the time, i gave it to school activities.. I feel so sorry to God.. I din even spend time with him.. not even 5 mins..=( Sorry.. After this week, I'm free of kawad! n that time, i will be free! n i can read bible and attend church activities!=) YAY!!=)) Oh no no no no=( Mid term exam .. OH DAMN! Study Study Study. i wonder how will my life be if i no need to go to school ? NAH! Exam Exam Exam! PMR PMR PMR! i hate form 3... Grrr... I love learning, but i hate studying.. I love learning, but i hate exam. Ish! BUSY LIFE FOR ME . I hate morning session.. i prefer afternoon. so that , my time is packed. nt like now, afternoon, KAWAD! =( I am getting more looked like a zombie.. Almost everynight i sleep at 2 or 3 something.. n wake up at 6am.. out of sleep. lack of rest. I am nt exaggerating.. i am seriously looked like a panda. eyebags. =( OMG, they are heavy!!! N my skin.. HELL no...=( Nt fair anymore =(((( Goodness, no facebook, my time nt so packed!=) finally, i finish all my Math.=) Teehee, i will buy more when i go popular=) Need start do revision ... My mom asked my to stop BB. Haiz.. should i or shouldn't? idk, what i can do for this week is.. Kawad... After This coming saturday, sure i will get crazy! SHout like a moron , JUmp like a monkey! By the way, I want to say again. I AM FREAKING BUSY!!!!!!!!

can i have my normal life back?=(

What i want, just a simple life.

Just a very very simple and happy school life=(

I wan out of those pressure!

haiz......

Peace out,

With love,

Yu Xuan